Tuesday, March 6, 2012

SS : I Can't Let Her Go! Part 16


Khushi felt lost.

Her resolve had been so strong.

Now she had no idea what she wanted.

Her mind had been made up.

Now she couldn't think straight.

"Khushi, i need you in my life...as my wife...you are a strong, independent woman. A woman who deserves happiness. But PLEASE don’t be stubborn...It doesn’t make you wrong to want to rely on someone or to want someone in your life who accepts you completely...Who gives you something you can’t get from anyone else. Let me be your husband...a proper husband...i want that more than anything..."

Khushi now had tears blurring her vision..."I...This...it's all not worth..."

"Khushi If something is worth it, you’ll go to any lengths to get it. And YOU are worth it! And i won't stop trying to draw you back into my life! I need you...and Khushi, You...Need...Me...!"

Khushi face turned red, but this time, with anger.

She was mad again...

"I don't need anyone!" she began to push at his chest, trying to create distance..."I don't!!! You just want what you can't have! You just want to take! You have no heart! You just want to use people! You just want to use me! You don't care about my feelings! You wanted to kiss me, so you took it! You just use me for what YOU want!"

On hearing this, 'ASR' broke loose...

His eyes flashed unbridled rage...

His grip on her waist tightened like a vice...

Khushi's hands were still trying to push him off her but he was solid and unmovable...

She whimpered as her tears fell faster...

"Arnavji...please..."

The second she spoke, he crushed his lips onto hers...

His mouth taking hers in a brutal show of primal possession...

And these kisses were NOT sweet. 

They held no emotion. 

They were rough and painful. 

He gripped her forcefully...

Khushi was too shocked to move...

Arnav's savageness finally ended and he wrenched his mouth from hers and removed his hands completely ...

Letting out a gut wrenching groan, he pushed back from her, his eyes stinging...

He had tears flowing fast down his face...

His eyes no longer held anger...they showed anguish and heartbreak...

"THAT... was so you'd know the difference..." he snarled...

She was panting...her fingers touching her swollen lips..."The..The Difference...?"

"You accused me of using you! Of just taking what I want!..." 

His eyes showed deep pain and hurt..."When I kissed you earlier, did it EVER feel like this?!?"

She stared...at a loss for words she softly said..."no..."

"...that's right...no..." he said firmly

Khushi saw him desperately trying, desperately repenting...desperately in love with her...

Arnav bent forward, his face again looming over hers once more. 

Not quite touching her, she felt the draw of his heat...leaning in, he began showering her face with soft kisses...

Every kiss was a promise of his devotion to her...

"Khushi, do you hate me so much that you don't even want to TRY??"

Hearing his words, her reply came instantly..."I don't hate you..."

Bringing his hand up to gently hold caress her face, he pleaded..."Then please...PLEASE...Will you at least TRY to forgive me...and give me a chance..."

Khushi was quiet...her heart wanted to...but her mind was still unsure...

"Next challenge?" he said softly looking down at her...

She nodded nervously...

"I want you in my arms. . .I want to hold you until morning. . ."





3 comments:

  1. Arnav here is so repentant ... so loving ...so humble...

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  2. I want you in my arms... I want to hold you until Morning..

    I want to hold you until death part us...Bravo...

    Hatathbristi

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  3. aww he's being patient which is good and when she said use her damnn that must've hurt

    and now he wants to hold her till morning AWWWWWWW!

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