Friday, November 16, 2012

FF : I Am...FREE Part 33


"Chote?"

Arnav looked up and saw Nani enter the room...

Nani quickly walked to Khushi's side and held her hand gently, "How was your first night home? Did you rest well?"...

Khushi nodded, "I was fine Nani..."

"I'm go glad...I have been so worried for you..."

Khushi squeezed Nani's hand, "No more worrying, I'm absolutely fine..."

Nani's smiled and then lifted her gaze to Arnav...

Her eyes motioned towards the door...

"Uh...Khushi, I just have to speak with Nani for a moment..."

She offered a small smile and he turned to followed Nani out...

"Chote..." she looked over his shoulder at Khushi..."Come to my room for a moment..."

"Nani, what? What's wrong?"

"I am going to see Anjali...Did you or Khushi..."

Arnav angrily turned away..."Khushi is not going anywhere near Di again..."

"Chote, I know Khushi bitiya, I KNOW she will be worried for..."

"She doesn't know the real reason that Di is in hospital..."

Silence...

"You didn't tell her the truth?" Nani said in shock

"Nani, she had just recovered! Those days when she wouldn't wake up were the worst of my life! I didn't want anything to..."

Nani placed her hand on his shoulder..."I understand that Chote...but don't lie to her anymore...she deserves to know the truth..."

Arnav felt cold...cold with fear and cold with emotion towards Anjali...

"Look, I am going to see Anjali Bitiya...she still needs family through this time...While you are home with Khushi, explain things to her..."

"Nani, she...she loves Di...if I tell her, she WILL want to go see her, and I know that she would want to bring her home..."

With stern eyes, Nani stepped forwards..."Chote, what can you handle more? Protecting her? Or Lying to her?"

Arnav blankly stared into the distance...

He didn't want to keep anything from her...

Didn't want to lie to her...

But then the image of her collapsing against him...lying lifelessly on the hospital bed...her body battling against the poisons in her blood, filled his mind...

"No."

Nani's shocked face darted up..."What?! "

Arnav expression was determined, and full of anger..."I said no...If by keeping this from her, she remains safe, then that is what I will bloody well do!"

Nani walked out towards the stairs..."Think about things clearly Chote...Don't make a mistake that will only hurt her more..."

Arnav watched as Nani decended the stairs and leave for the hospital...

"Finally," he muttered, walking into his room... "We can be alone here and..."

His thoughts instantly stopped.

He looked around frantically..."Khushi?"

Arnav checked the bathroom and the poolside...

"Khushi!" his voice echoed through the house...

That second, his phone began to ring...

He was about to throw it onto the bed when he saw the caller ID.

His house.

"But...No one is home..." he said before he answered...

"Arnavji?"

He could barely hear her over his thudding heart...'Khushi? Where are you?! Who has got you? Tell me what's happened!"

"Arnavji, I'm in the kitchen...I tried to call out answering you, but I still can't raise my voice as it hurts my chest...And I can't leave the stove because I'm making..."

"Jalebi..."

Hearing his voice, Khushi turned around, her hair whipping over his face...

"I...I'm sorry, I...I didn't mean for you to worry..."

Arnav switched the stove off and began walking towards her...

Her eyes searched the room and Arnav immediately noticed her fear...

He stopped moving.

"Khushi...are you still afraid of me?"

Slowly, her eyes locked onto his..."Uh...no..."

Her eyes...

That same look when he had forced her to marry him, and when he had left her in jail...

Arnav stepped closer..."I know it will whenever you are afraid, I want you to tell me...I don't want you to be free from fear..."

Her lips parted, but she couldn't speak...

Arnav couldn't resist her...

He swiftly pulled her against him and held onto her tight...

She was caught up, swept along by the way he wrapped his arms around her...

He held her knowing he had every right over her...

Pressing his body closely to hers...

As Khushi felt his firm body shield her, she let out a deep, throaty moan...

She had felt so isolated...

Two weeks she had been in the hospital and she hadn't felt his body this close to hers...

Khushi could still feel his his hands on her from the night before...

He felt warm and strong and certain of what he was doing.

And she, she didn’t feel alone anymore.

Arnav cupped the back of her head with one hand and slid the other tighter around her waist and as her eyes closed, he fused his mouth to hers ...

In his embrace, the grayness that had enveloped her since her stay in hospital vanished.

Her body came to life with a desperate desire to be touched, caressed, and penetrated.

His mouth opened over hers, and she responded in kind.

His chest was solid against hers, his arms strong, and she melted against him ...

His tongue was in her mouth, and she was sure that if he wasn't holding her up, she wouldn't be able to support her weight on her trembling knees.

She wasn’t sure she wanted to.

“Arnavji...” Her mouth felt bruised, her body felt alive...

She swallowed...

He kept his arms around her... His fingers splayed over her lower back and kept her close.

"I'm right here...” Arnav kissed her again and she buried one hand in his thick dark hair, while the other clutched his shoulder.

She let her neck relax until the moment his palm supported the weight of her head...

His breath fell warm on her cheek.

“Khushi...” Her name was a whisper....Calling to her in a way that made her heart feel too big for her chest.

He lowered his head again, and his lips slid down her throat, soft kisses.

Gentle kisses.

Needful kisses that brought tears to the back of her throat.

He took a step forward, holding her, moving them...

Khushi’s eyes fluttered open and her gaze locked with his.

She understood the look in his eyes, the touch of his fingertips...

That alone made her shiver...

As their eyes held each others, time stretched to eternity.

She might die from the anticipation of the next moments.

Her stomach took flight when he leaned in.

Arnav took a step forward, putting his weight into the motion, and she took a backward step until there wasn’t any farther she could go, and he kissed her there, with her head and shoulders touching the wall behind her.

His kiss was slow... Tender...Thorough....

She melted against him.

Surrendered to him.

Khushi wanted his love, so feircely...

The electricity in her belly, the warmth between her legs, the ache in her breasts, the way her breath caught in her throat...

His mouth on hers.

The taste of him.

The solidness.

The maleness of him.

Slowly he withdrew his arms from around her and he planted his palms above her shoulders and pressed forward.

His torso touched hers as he kissed her , and while she kissed him back, she slid the fingers of both her hands up and into his hair and brought him closer.

Arnav's blood began to torrent though him at her touch...

Grabbing her hips, Arnav lifted her, set her on the bench on the opposite side of the kitchen, knocking away anything in their way.

With wide eyes, she shreiked, "Arnavji?! What..."

Lifting her skirt, he spread her legs wide, ripping away any barried that separated them...

He deftly unzipped his trousers...

And as his hands held her hips steady, he pulled her forwards and thrust...

Her legs involuntarily hugged his hips as she felt him push deep inside her....

She cried out in ecstasy...

Arnav's gaze held hers captive...

"I love you Khushi..."

His slowly slid out, and slowly slid back in...

He kept up his slow pace, seeing her trying to adjust to the thick intrusion inside her body.

“Oh....Oh God..." she couldn't think...

Keeping theirs bodies joined, Arnav lifted her off the countertop...

"Arnavji...you can't...hold me.." her voice disappeared, replaced by a harsh intake of breath...

Arnav had pushed hard on her lower back, arching her body, making himself slide impossibly deep inside her...

No longer able to speak, his eyes held hers as he swivelled her hips, over and over.

At first he made slow motions, but as the tempo of his thrusts increased, so did the intensity of her moans.

Khushi began to feel tiny spasms that started in the pit of her belly and spiralled outward...

Arnav's hold on her  tightened, his thrust rampant, battling his need for control versus his need to spill his seed in her womb.

Her vision blurred and colour burst in front of her eyes as her sheath began to flutter and contract uncontrollably around his body...

"Oh...my God...Arnavji..."

Arnav's movements stopped as he, once again, arched her lower back sliding deeper inside her as her orgasms became multiples...

His resistance was draining...fast...

Allowing her only a moment’s reprieve from her climax,  he began sliding in and out of her once again...

His motions sped up and brought her to climax again, but he still held back his own release.

Body locked with his, she twisted, screamed, shuddered...

Arnav sat her back down on the bench and gently pulled out of her, and Khushi whimpered.

Being this close to her husband after weeks of deprivation wasn’t nearly enough.

Did he know that?

Was that why he was holding back?

He quickly pulled up his pants, kicked off his shoes, took her in his arms and carried her up the stairs...

"Arnavji?"

He lay her gently on their bed...

He brought her hand to his mouth and kissed her cold knuckles...

"Arnavji what are you..."

"I'm not done yet..." his eyes were burning with desire...and Khushi could see his erection straining...

Standing up, his trousers dropped to the floor once again and he wasted no time to get closer to her...

His concrete hard erection nudged at her tender opening...

Reaching down with one hand, he parted her pink, puffy folds, noting they were slick and wet.  

He slipped just the head of him inside her, watching her face as she gasped, then eased out again.

"Khushi...I have always wanted you...so badly...I have ached for you...”

Arnav pushed the head of him inside once again digging a few inches deeper this time before pulling out again...

She moaned with frustration, then moaned with pleasure as he began to rub her clit with his erection, her movements faster and more jerky as her own need to climax again barrelled through her.  

“Oh God...” she hitched out.  

“Khushi...look at me..."

As she just stared at him, he grabbed her hips, and positioned himself at her entrance...  

He thrust himself up, plunging several inches of himself inside her before slowly pulling out.  

Giving her no time to recover, he did it again.  

Then again, going deeper each time.  

He watched the expression of bliss on her face

Nothing else mattered but his body and hers, his strokes and her matching thrusts.

It couldn't last, this frenzy.

They were both wild with need, each focused on the other.

His fingers splayed up into the wealth of her hair.

And then he kissed her, his mouth taking hers, pressing hers, caressing hers as if he’d never kissed her, never held her, never felt her this close to his body before.

Plundering her mouth, his tongue tangled with hers, his teeth nipped her lower lip...

He caught her by her hips once again and continued to push into her with swift, commanding strokes.

Her body was so deliciously full of him, and her mind was flooded with the need for him.

With strong muscles of her sopping wet channel, she clenched his shaft in wild demand, and it was his turn to groan.

Caging her torso in his strong hands, he held her breasts gently as his lips sucked gently, while his body continued to spear her...

She keened in delight and he felt her begin to come again...

“Come with me Jaan...Now...”

He penetrated her in a rhythmic pulse...

He felt her orgasm ripple inside her...

As she gave herself over to him, he released his climax to her...

As he shot hard and deep inside her, she contracted and writhed under him...

Leaving them both spent from the euphoric rush...

His smiling mouth was warm and lush on hers as he rasped, “I love you...”

She lifted her hands to cup his cheeks, her voice sultry from his loving. “I love you Arnavji...so much..."

He rubbed her nose with his...then leaned down and rolled one nipple with between his fingers and sucked on the other nipple with a sweet and all-too-brief pull of his lips.

He pushed tendrils of her hair back from her face. “Loving you takes extra energy...so I think I’m going to be eating a lot more.”

Khushi smiled, almost shy now, and pressed her forehead to his chest.

He dropped a kiss to her hair...

"Remember, the doctor said to EASE back into thissssssss...." she began to hiss in pleasure as she felt him run one open palm over her swollen labia.

His fingers traced her slit and she undulated.

"I AM easing into this..."

He slowly sank three fingers in her sopping wet channel.

He bent to anoint each areola with a small suck.

“O-Okay.” She could barely think as she arched.

"I'll be as gentle as I can...” he crooned, as she felt the first pulses of another orgasm...

“...I don't think I can...come again...like this...”

Arnav bent his fingers upwards and pressed firmly, massaging her g-spot over and over...

Khushi tried to take deep breaths, but her body was not her own...

Arnav gently kissed her mouth and whispered..."come jaan..."

Her dilating eyes were stuck on his as he pushed down harder...

Instantly, she bowed up as a wave of electric pulses careened through her groin and shook her whole body as she gushed with fluid...

Unable to hold back any further sensation, Khushi let her hands drop, let her eyelids shut, and breathed her husbands name as he gently kissed her until her body stopped trembling...






8 comments:

  1. wow....h.o.t....mouth dry, heart racing....yeah...I want arnav!

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  2. Feeling hot hot hot!! Feeling hot hot hot!! Ole ole ole ole!! Yeah whr is my Arnav???

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  3. that was an emotional update... can understand arnav's fear of losing khushi but not telling her the truth will only lead to problems later on and others can always manipulate the truth to their benefit... their need for each other was palpable... brought back happy memories of how things were between the two in the show, but no longer so... lovely to see arnav always see to her pleasure before his own

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  4. Very very Hawt and emotional.

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  5. Are the police going to be looking in to the who poisoned Khushi ? the hospital must have informed them by now. Even if it was a case of accidental ingestion; they would try to locate where the source came from so no one else is harmed.

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  6. Amazing and emotional. loved it.

    - desisweetheart9 from IF.

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  7. H...e..a..v..y duty .... Perspiring... Awwww was emotional too !

    -@NidhiNev

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