Monday, May 27, 2013

SS : Take What's Left Of My Heart Part 13








With stinging eyes, Khushi's lids began to flicker…

Lifting her hand, she massaged her forehead and saw the raw skin on her wrists…

"Wh...what?"

She lifted her other hand and rubbed her eyes until phosphenes were sparkling…

"Arnavji?" she croaked out as she tried to roll over…

"Ohhh…." Khushi groaned as aches spread over her…

As she clutched her stomach, she remembered everything…"Oh no…"

Tears started forming in her eyes and with shaky limbs, she hurried to sit up…"Arna...avji? Where are y-"

That's when her eyes caught sight of him laying on the floor…

"Oh God! Arnavji!!!"

Standing fast, she crumpled to the floor instantly…"Ugh…I'm coming Arnavji…I know you can hear me...Just…"

Pulling herself up again, she stared at him and saw the rise and fall of his belly…

She breathed in relief and quickly lifted the almost empty jug of water to her lips and drank down…

As she felt the water sluice through her body, and cool her heated nerves…

"Arnavji…" she cleared her throat as she slowly wobbled over to him…"Arnavji?"

The sparkling shards of glass caught the light and she quickly stopped…

Closing her eyes, she swallowed hard and reached for the broom…

Taking a deep breath, she shakily swept the pieces away…

With the floor clear, she knelt down beside her husband…"Arnavji? Arna- You're hand!"

Her eyes widened as she lifted his hand in her own…

Khushi scrambled on the floor to pull the tea towel off the bench, and dragged herself back…

Wrapping his hand, she began to weep…"Why...Why did this happen!!!"

Running her fingers through his damp hair, she knew she needed to call for help…

But she couldn't bear to move away from him…

He was completely unconscious…

Khushi checked his hand, "It's stopped bleeding…good…" …

She tied the towel around his hand so that it would keep the wound covered, and once again used all her energy to pull herself up…

Still whimpering, she trapsed towards the bed and pulled a robe tightly over her body…

"okay...okay...he's breathing steadily...his hand isn't bleeding...but...I have to ...I have to get help…"

Grabbing a pillow and Arnav's jacket off the bed, she drunkenly walked back to him…

Carefully lifting his head, she pushed the pillow underneath, and laid his jacket over his body…

Nearly losing strength in her arm, she slid forwards, catching herself before she fell against him…

Now perilously close, she pressed her lips onto his…"I will be back...I'm going to get help...Just rest Arnavji...Please don't worry...I'm getting help…"



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"Mr. Raizada? Can you hear me?"

Blinding throbs burst through Arnav's head as he vaguely heard someone calling out his name…

"Mr. Raizada?"

He tried to talk, but coughed instead, making his chest ache…

"That's right, clear your throat, and then let me know how you're feeling…"

The room was so bright to him…his eye could only squint…

"Khushi…?"

"What did you say sir?"

Starting to feel his heart race, he rubbed his eyes, hoping to clear his vision…"Khushi!? Where's my wife!?"

"Calm down sir, she will be fine…"

The paramedic pulled Arnav to sit up straight…

"We are more concerned about you right now…"

Blinking, he started to focus…

An emergency team was surrounding him…

3 paramedics and the officer who had brought his medication eariler…

"I…" he coughed again…"I need to ...Where is...Where's my wife!"

"Arnav," the policeman stepped forwards…"Look at me, she is fine...you need to get checked to find out if the drug affected you seriously or not…"

"Drug…?" he muttered…

"I brought you your diabetes medication, but I was given the wrong one...Your wife is one devoted woman to you…"

"Khushi...I need to see…"

The paramedic pricked his arm with a needle as he said, "Your wife will be fine, she's undergoing some first aid now and just getting some needed rest…"

"WHAT!? WHAT HAPPENED TO HER!?" Arnav yelled feeling his chest seize up…

"Sir please stay still…"

Pulling the small tube of blood away, the paramedic turned to the police officer…"These tests will take a few minutes, he seems fine otherwise…"

"Should I take him…"

Arnav, however, had stood up and pulled on some sweatpants…

"Mr. Raizada, you still might be weak from…"

Arnav silenced the man as he grabbed his shirt in a fist…"Where is my wife!"

Quickly intervening, the police officer pulled Arnav away…"LOOK!…"

As the man spun Arnav around, he saw Khushi lying on the bed…

He couldn't speak.

He could barely move.

He instantly remembered what he had done...again…

Feeling like he could no longer breathe, he tried to get closer to her…"Is...is she…"

"She's sleeping Sir. She will be fine."

Arnav turned to the man and glared with pure anger…"FINE!? After what happened, HOW could she be fine!? What the FUCK is wrong with you!?"

The officer restrained Arnav once again…"Arnav! She WILL be fine! It's just a few scratches!"

"What!?" Arnav was beside himself  with humiliation…

"She was exhausted when she reached the station down the street! She had been running for ages...Her feet are scratched, and she hurt her knees and hands because she fell a few times...but listen! She was worried for YOU! She found you unconscious on the floor! She bandaged the cut on your hand, and rushed to see me…"

Arnav lost all strength…"She...she did that...after I…"

"After you what? "

"I...I…" he hung his head…"I forced myself on her…I...I...shit…."

The paramedic quickly pulled over a chair as Arnav began to collapse…"Sir, she never said anything about that to us…"

That fact alone made him feel sick inside…

She had once again put her pain aside to care for him…

"All she had told us was of your condition, and then she fainted from exhaustion…We saw her grazes and cleaned them up, and now she's just sleeping…"

Arnav's hands clutched his head as he groaned, his heart shrinking up from the horror…

"Arnav, she will be alright...no matter what you did, she knew you were drugged! She wasn't angry! She was concerned! You can't blame yourself!"

Kicking the chair away, Arnav stood up swiftly…"Then WHO!" he roared…"WHO DO I FUCKING BLAME!?"

"I have people finding out where the drug came from right now…"

"I can tell you what it was…" one paramedic walked up to them..."It was a small dose of methamphetamine. It should be totally out of your system in another few hours, but all affects are generally immediate and should be over within an hour of taking it…"

Unwilling to hear anymore, Arnav turned to the policeman…"You FIND who did this. UNDERSTAND!?!?!"

And not willing to utter another word, he pulled a chair over to Khushi's side, and without touching her, stayed silent and reverent by her…

Even when questioned, he stayed silent.

Even when offered a drink, he stayed silent.

His entire focus was on her…

His eyes roamed over her body…

Every urge to touch her, he repressed…

He remembered her responses…

Even though he had been forceful, she had responded to him…

"WHY…" he thought despondently…

He recalled the severity and strength of her orgasms…

"Even though I was out of control, she still trusted me?"

His thought process was broken as she began to shift slightly on a sigh…

Terrified that she would wake up, he turned his face away, not wanting to see the look in her eyes…

A hand rested on his shoulder…"She's still sleeping Sir…"

Arnav looked back around, his eyes conveying how traumatized he felt…"She's still okay?"

The paramedic nodded…"She will be fine...She loves you...all through this, her concern has been for you...don't turn away from her, she did this for you…"







(this was updated fast for a special someone who won't stop nagging me... :P )

7 comments:

  1. thanks a million sara. but see even here he ends up taking care of her :) arnav just cant stay away and sick for once, can he

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  2. she knew he was drugged, and she still responded to him

    Arnav will definitely be more broken than her

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  3. oh I don't mind that person nagging! argh Sara, you knew it! you knew we would be eager for arnav khushi confrontation and that's why you didn't write that yet! more sleepless nights for me now...! :p keep up! can't wait for the next one! :D

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  4. this is so not fair :( it's too short :( ..plssss update soooonnnnn :D

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  5. That was an amazinggg update!!

    Khushi knew he was drugged and cared fr him
    But how can arnav understand this
    He is feeling sooo ashamed

    Wonder how will khushi explain this to him

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  6. awesome update!! khushi knows he was drugged that is why she understood him....

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  7. Amazingly written update .

    -desisweetheart9 from IF.

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