Saturday, June 8, 2013

SS : Take What's Left Of My Heart Part 15

Sleep had come almost instantly…

The effect of their intense connection exhausted them both...

Morning finally arrived...

When they both began to stir, the day was already in full swing…

Khushi stretched her aching body and smiled at the pangs in her limbs…

All proof of their action…

The familiar areas pulsed slightly with remembrance…

Her waking was soon interrupted by a cold breeze …

Arnav had opened his eyes…

He saw that he was still beside her...

He remembered that he made love to her...

He had lost his control...even though she had wanted it...even though he hadn't hurt her...he had taken over...and now, he feared her reaction…

Kicking back the covers, he pulled away from her and shot to his feet…

Cautiously lifting her gaze to his, she saw him looking completely lost…

"Goodmorning…" Khushi said softly…

Arnav glanced from left to right…

"Arnavji…?"

The only words he could think of, tumbled out of his mouth…"I'm sorry for last night…"

Khushi's jaw dropped…

Hauling her stiff body upright, she stood irresolute for a moment.

Already, the anger draining from her, she felt completely wretched.

Stung by Arnav's words.

"How can you apologize?!  How can behave like this!? You're SORRY for the pleasure you gave me!?"

Pleasure...

He felt his spirit crumpling...

His wife meant more to him than anything...

Her happiness meant more to him than anything...

But his mind was scarred by his own misdeeds...

Furious at his weakening emotions, he tried to sound calm as he spoke.

Arnav continued in his state of remoteness ... "I...I'm going to have a shower…"

It was as though another brick—or an entire row of bricks—was being erected in the wall between them.

She did not want that.

She realized it with a little jump of the heart.

She did not want Arnav to treat her like a stranger.

She could not bear such coldness between them.

The trilling of the shower couldn't dull the sound of the fury pumping through her veins…

Khushi barged into the bathroom and tried with all her energy not to slap him in the face…
 
"You want to do this again!? You want to revert back to being a snivelling pathetic wimp!? Where is my husband!? Where is he!?"

As the steaming hot water flowed over his hard muscles, he could see the damage he was causing…the pain he was allowing to reenter her life...

"Khushi…"

She stopped flailing about when he spoke…

"I...I want to give you pleasure more than anything...but…"

Stomping her foot, she yelled out as she threw her bare body against his…"BUT WHAT!?"

His arms hung at his sides…

Muscles bunching in his arms as his restraint tortured his senses…

"You said last night that I should never question your love for me!? Well Mr. Arnav Singh Raizada, I AM QUESTIONING IT AGAIN!"

His jaw clenched..."I DO love you Khushi…" he ground out…

She shook her head and backed away…"Liar!…"

Before she could take another step back, his arms were around her, his damp, naked body was pressed against hers, and his warm lips were assaulting her mouth and creating the most incredible sensations in her body.

Khushi slid her hands up his chest, feeling the drops of water running over his chest.

Her fingers searched for his nipples, scraping over them and drawing forth the growl of desire vibrating in his throat, a sound that she’d already learned aroused her as much as his touch.

He nipped her lower lip, a gentle bite, then soothed it with his tongue.

Khushi flicked her own tongue out to touch the tip of his.

That was all the invitation he needed to plunge inside and sweep through the hot cavern of her mouth.

He cupped her breasts in his hands, awed at the lush weight of the soft globes and the firm, erect feel of her nipples against his palms.

Breaking the kiss, his hands clamped onto her waist as he drew her chest upwards…

When he brushed his lips over her breasts and drew one stiff peak into his mouth, caressing and teasing her nipple with his tongue, she let out a low moan and arched her back, pressing herself into him.

"Why...why are you doing this to me?..." she mewled sadly...

His heart constricted hearing her pained question…

Instead of replying, he poured the same lavish attention upon her opposite breast, his hands followed the path his lips had taken, heating and caressing her flesh.

He pinched her nipples until she whimpered into his mouth.

His lips trailed along her jaw, to her ear...“I'm an idiot...An unfailing idiot...” he whispered.

She made a sound of pleasure as he nipped her lobe.

“You’re breaking my heart Arnavji...”

He moved so that his lips lingered just above hers...

“Never...” he said, and his eyes dark eyes locked with her surprised ones...“You...are the strongest out of both of us...”

Something about the way he said the words made her hand go to his cheek.

“What?” She blinked, trying to clear her passion-fogged mind.

“I have always wanted you...too much...and so...” he paused, It was as if he sensed her need to have some semblance of control.

“Yes?” she said.

“...so when I did...what I did to you...Khushi I hated myself...”

His words were packed with emotion.

"Stop hating yourself…" she said firmly, holding onto his shoulders tighter…"Stop blaming yourself...for the past, for our past...”

He was about to speak when she stopped him and continued…"I have had ENOUGH! I met you, you hated me. I married you, you hated me. You raped me, you hated me. BUT your hate was fuelled by love! Your heart is pure Arnavji! Circumstances have tormented you and turned you hard...but you…" her fingers massaged the back of his neck…"You are a good, wonderful man…"

"I want to be...I want to be that for you..." he said, the air around them heavy with their breathing, their desire, their shared emotions.

Even though he had hurt her, even though he had caused her incredible sadness, her heart saw him clearly…

In that moment, thoughts of the past, of hate, of pain...simply didn’t exist.

His lips brushed hers in a soft, delicate caress.

“Even after everything...you still love me?”

Her lashes fluttered to her cheeks, and then lifted... “You know I do...do you still love me?”

One of his hands moved to her hair, pulling tightly, and his other hand slid to his erection.

He slid it along her wet, sensitive flesh, drawing a whimper, then a sigh.

Her eyes fluttered shut, as he slid his hard length back and forth...

"I told you...I TOLD YOU..." his grip on her tightened..."To NEVER question my love for you..."

Every time she moved her hand, he pulled on her hair, making her realize that he wanted her to remain still...

Her need was building with urgency, and when she thought she could take no more, he dipped the tip of his penis inside her.

He hardened even more as he slipped his hands under her thighs, lifting her upward.

His breathing was ragged…

He touched her hot, wet folds, groaning at the intimate contact.

She was more than ready for him, her channel creamy with her desire.

“Yes,” Khushi breathed, thrusting her upper body toward him... “Arnavji... I need you!”

Her legs widened even more, offering him a quick flash of dark pink glistening skin and his entire body tingled, already so close.

His disgust for himself was intense…

He had rejected her, hurt her, forced her...then loved her, cared for her, and treasured her…

And someone...someone had purposefully drugged him.

Making him weak and unsure…

Arnav snarled…

"NO MORE." he thought with furious resolve.

Almost on the verge of tears, Khushi held his face in her hands…"Arnavji...I am so tired...Please...Please stop backing away from me...Ohhhhh God!….."

He plunged within her without hesitation, sinking into her hot, damp heat.

Her inner walls clenched around him, holding him tight ...

Holding her down on his concrete rod, he squeezed her tighter when he heard her soft whimpers...

“Don't take this away from me...” she whispered, her legs sliding around his hips, clutching him tightly and causing him to sink deeper.

Utterly ashamed, Arnav rammed within her deep and fast, hitting her most vulnerable spot with his every thrust.

She took it all, moving with him, her breath hot and harsh against his ear and he kissed her, drowning in her.

He pulled away slightly to watch her face as his body slammed into hers, and the sight aroused him beyond reason.

The familiar tingling started at the base of his spine and he knew he was close.

“Never again...never...I promise...” he panted, thrusting harder...

“I can’t stop it...it's coming fast...”

"...good...” he growled...penetrating her with abandon until both of them came with a shout, clinging to each other, their bodies racked with mutual pleasure as their orgasms took over, rendering Khushi helpless...and transforming Arnav back into fierce predator...

Pulling away from her but not withdrawing from her body, he smoothed his hand over her hair, fingers trailing down her soft cheek.

"My wife...”

Her lips were trembling…


She wanted to reply, but her body was still clamping down tight on his…









sorry it's short!!!! but there's more coming ...

11 comments:

  1. I'm first AGAIN!!! Yipppeeee party time :)

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    1. Wow Sarah, that was sizzling hot, it's good to see arnav and Khushi coming together after their dreadful past. Waiting to read more, more and more and a longer update next time please :)

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  2. u really LOVE khushi and HATE my arnav. he is always the ashamed one. y sara y :(
    hot and sizzling
    now one more demand to go
    oral action till the end :)

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  3. That was an amazinggg update!!

    Khushi indeed must be tired of arnav turning away from her numerous times but their love never faded a bit

    Just hope arnav love doesn't get over shadowed with his guilt n shame

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  4. HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT UPDATE........

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  5. awesome chapter, at last khushi was able to make him come out of his guilt and blame game, that made him love her more. (laksh65)

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  6. that was extremly passionate
    too hot to handle

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  7. amazing update
    sizzling hot

    -Drunkiiebabe

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  8. this is your first story that i have read and i have throughly enjoyed it, from an intense revenge story it shifted to winning my love story and now it has underlying traces of suspense in it, ranging from who stabbed shayam who drugged arnav.
    i am srry i did not comment on each part individually but as i had a bulk of them to enjoyed so i thought to read it till the last update and thn give my comment.
    the sort of love you have shown that arnav have for khushi or vice versa is obviously very rare. i hope its love only and not guilt? i am happy that he through his words and act put khushi above all else. never saw or read that in the actual serial or on any ff aswell.

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  9. Amazing update. Loved it.

    -desisweetheart9 from IF.

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