Wednesday, July 31, 2013

SS : Take What's Left Of My Heart Part 21



Waking up was so difficult…

Khushi tried to turn over in bed, but found it impossible…

Forcing her eyes open, her gaze followed the length of her arm up above her head to the length of dark fabric that held her wrist securely to the bedframe…

Panic struck her body, fear expanded in her chest…

"What? What's happening?! Did Arnavji find me!? What's going on!?"

Her thoughts only frightened her more…

She stretched out under the sheet, trying to search for Arnav's body in the bed…

But his side was empty...cold…

She blinked, trying desperately to adjust her eyes to the darkness…

One of her hands was restrained, and one was free…

Still submerged in confusion, she pulled herself up as her fingers began to fumble with the knotted ties that bound her…

"What is happening!?…" she whispered as fear choked her voice…

The knot was tight, but not uncomfortable on her wrist…

She was shocked that she hadn't woken up when it had been tied…

She had become a very light sleeper since going into hiding…

"Oh God oh God...Is Arnavji here!? What has happened!? Has someone else found me!?"

The bathroom door opened, a beam of light pierced into the room illuminating a path…

"Who...Who's there!?!"

"Don't move Khushi…"

Arnav's demanding voice floated out on a puff of steam from the shower…

Khushi almost fainted with relief as she sunk back down on the bed, suddenly uncaring that she had been tied to the headboard.

But as she started to calm, she began to feel annoyed…

"I told him last night that I wouldn't run from him, that I wouldn't leave...why? Why has he tied me?!"

Arnav caught her mumbling to herself as he strode out of the bathroom wearing nothing but a towel that was draped loosely around his hips…

He came to stand at the foot of the bed…

The light from the bathroom allowed her to see the silhouette of his muscular body…

He stared long and hard at her, his gaze fierce and brooding…"I wanted to shower, as I've been galavanting across the entire world trying to find you, and I knew I couldn't enjoy it unless I knew for sure that you were secured…"

His tone was lighter, but she could still sense the underlying anger…

"Arnavji...you made me promise, numerous times, that I would not leave you again...why do that if you were just going to tie me up!?"

"I know how you are Khushi...You change your mind, your crazy head gets all scrambled and illogical and stupid...You'll run off or withold things and tell yourself that it's for my own good, or to protect me…"

Khushi pulled at her ties…."You only tied ONE of my arms! You really think I wouldn't be able to get out of this?"

Arnav smirked…"Not in the time it took me to have a shower, I know how to tie knots...and yes, you would be able to get out of this one, but not for a while…"

Taking the towel from his body, he threw it across the room…

It landed on a lamp and sent it crashing to the ground…

He didn't even glance to the side, instead, he put one knee up on the bed and leaned forwards, his body displaying pure hunger…

Khushi shunk back against the pillows, her heart thundering in her chest…"Arnavji-"

"Shut up Khushi!" his tone cracked like a whip…

She tried for a moment, but she could sense through his body language that he didn't trust her…

He was trying to assert dominance so that she wouldn't ever consider leaving him again…

"He doesn't have to do that!?" her head screamed…"If I can just tell him…"

She opened her mouth…

"Shut up Khushi!" he told her again, before any words spilled from her lips…

Crawling forwards, he grabbed her ankles and pulled until she was stretched diagonally across the bed with her arms reaching above her…

"NO talking…" Arnav growled…

Khushi bit her lip in anxiety as she stared up at him…

Arnav dropped his hot, damp body over hers…

The heat was instant.

Almost as if he were branding her.

His hands covered her breasts, massaging, squeezing…

Her gaze was on his hands and Arnav pinched her nipples making her attention jerk up to his eyes…

"I'm going to touch you, my wife, and you will stay perfectly still...understand?"

Khushi honestly didn't know if that was possible…

She had always draped her body over his, even as they slept...especially when they were sleeping…

And even now, as his fingers rolled her nipples, her calf had a mind of its own, curling around his…

Arnav was quick, pinning  both of her legs down with his…

His hand moved upwards to her throat…

He instantly saw her wide pleading eyes and he stilled his hand, resting it over her neck…

"You...you honestly think that I would choke you?!" his voice held shock and disbelief…

He removed his hand from her neck and gently held her jaw…"Khushi...I LOVE you…"

"I love you...I love you too...and I'm sorry-"
 
"Enough!" he roared, making her body freeze up beneath his…"I've had enough! You led me on a ridiculous chase, and I'm done! Now I have you! I found you! And you are mine! And I'm not letting you up until I'm convinced that you understand!"

Khushi nodded fast, trying to show that she DID understand…

But more than that, his intense passion, his primal care, was making her sheath weep with desire…

For weeks she had felt guilty, pained, scared...alone.

She felt powerless…

But now, as her husband held her down, feeling powerless with him made her feel safe.

For the first time in weeks…

His hand snaked down her shoulder and to the wrist of her unbound hand…

He held it gently and drew it up above her head…

Arnav partially moved off her to give himself better access to her body…

In long languid touches, he ran his fingers over her chest, over her ribs, down her thighs…

She concentrated hard, trying not to move…

Suddenly, one of his hands darted in and yanked her legs apart, widening her position…

His eyes lifted to hers…"I know you like to tighten your thighs around my hand when I touch you...You are NOT to do that anymore...You are going to trust me!  You're going to trust me that I will do what is best for you! Got it!?"

"Y...yes…"

Running his fingers through her trimmed pubic hair, he worked his thumb into the shallow curve at the top of her slit and started to gently flick her clit…

"Breathe through your mouth Khushi…" he instructed her…"Don't hold it in...Don't anticipate…I know you're sensitive...but I recall doing something...when I was drugged…"

Her eyes flashed with worry…

"It felt more intense...It felt stronger…" he slowly inserted two fingers into her channel, moving them around as her wetness soaked his hand…

She was whimpering a lot and he cautioned her…"No...no fear...and remember to breathe through your mouth…"

"I'm...I'm worried…"

As his fingers moved slowly inside her he tried to explain…

"I...I remember...remember angrily trying to make you cum...when I was drugged...and…"

She gasped...as the memory hit her…

"I want to show you I can satisfy your body, without such...such brutality…"

"But...but you…"
 
"I was angry last night...fuck, I'm STILL angry...but…"

He closed his eyes, as his fingers touched and smoothed, making it difficult for Khushi to stay still…

"This feeling will be intense, you've felt it when I've been inside you...but I need to show you that I can touch you, and bring that feeling to life…"

"No...the last time...you...did that...I...I couldn’t take it…" she blurted out, overwrought…

He reached up with his left hand and gently  circled her nipple with the tip of his finger…"You will take it Khushi...I'm here...trust me…"

Khushi felt herself convulse at his words…

Her body was buzzing, quivering towards him in obvious need…

She watched him take it in, studying her signs of arousal…

"Arnavji...You can keep me tied up for life...and I will never try to free myself...I just want you…"

"I want every part of you...I want that tiny part of your heart that still doesn't trust me…"

He fisted a handful of her hair and held her head still as his open mouth dragged wet kisses along the line of her throat…

Pausing at her ear he whispered…"I have hurt you, I have forced myself on you, I have made you miserable, but Khushi...THOSE DAYS ARE OVER."

He pulled her knees wider apart, giving him more access to her weeping core…

His fingers, that was only shallowly searching, began to delve in more deeply and more fully than before…

A feeling that was both wild and sedated rushed through her…

"Don't think about the last time...breathe through your mouth, concentrate on NOW…"

He commanded her to relax her inner muscles, and as she breathed, she managed to relax them…

Arnav carefully inserted one more finger, and pressed them up hard before angling them in a new direction…

Instead of following the natural line of her body, he pressed outward, along the wall shared with her pubic bone…

It was that strange feeling once again…

Khushi tried to shut out the memories, but the weird sensation instantly brought back the moment when he pulled that devestating orgasm from her body…

When her eyes opened, she saw that he was gazing at her intently…

"Right here…" he whispered, wiggling his fingers slightly as her eyes flooded with confirmation…

He applied a bit of pressure to the area inside her that began to swell with fluid…

Khushi's body spasmed and she bit back a harsh cry…

"There it is…" he said, his voice so captivated that he sounded like he'd just unearthed a rare gem…"Beautiful…"

His movements changed…

Fingers still sunk inside her, he made a motion like he was beckoning her closer...come here...come closer...come harder...come…

She screamed, unable to stop the electric currents that shot through her…

Her eyes were black with desire, her focus glazed and blurry…

"Let go sweetheart…" he urged…

She shook her head at him angrily…

"For me Khushi…" he rasped…

Her body was trembling, craving the intensity, but still fearing the past…

Keeping up the motion of his fingers, he leaned down and captured her nipple, sending more tugging insistence to her muscles that started to throb…

"Trust. Me."

And as her heart drank in the love from his eyes, her body gave in…

Her frame began to shake violently...uncontrollably…

His fingers didn't press harder, like they had in his drugged state, but they massaged with firm pressure, coaxing and encouraging the deep pocketed desire out of her…

And then she erupted…

Her swollen gspot grew harder, and squirted…

Arnav lifted the pressure and watched with pure joy as she released weeks worth of terror…

Khushi felt like her heart had stopped, as though it had hung frozen for a few beats before exploding into double time…

She opened her mouth to scream…

Arnav's hand clamed down over her lips just as her deep howl broke loose…

When he fully withdrew his hand a few moments later, Khushi felt like she still bore his imprint…

She lay limp and gasping under him…

Her whimpers and tears made his heart ache…

"Khushi...shhhhhh…I'm with you...shhhh…."

He held her with exquisite gentleness, as he untied her hand…

Pulling her closer, he feathered soft kisses over her face and hair, as if he couldn't stop himself…

"Arnavji…?"

"mmm…"

"I...I'm sorry...truly…"

Arnav berated himself…"Shhh...after all that I've put you through, I guess I deserved it…"

Khushi tried to sit up, but her every limb was like jelly…

"What's wrong? Do you need something?..."

Khushi sighed and laid back, "I wanted to tell you off for what you said…"

Arnav smiled and held her tighter…"Khushi, it's true that I deserve eternal punishment for what I have done to you, but…"

"I've been miserable…"

His heart hurt…

"I've wanted to call you, but…"

The sound of her tone made his concern pick up…

Keeping his arm under her, he moved on top of her once again...

"But what…?"

Her eyes fluttered up to his…

"Khushi…" he warned…

"I had...had received some warnings and-"

Arnav slammed his hand against the headboard, making Khushi flinch…"Damn it Khushi! WHY are you just telling me this NOW!?!"

His touch was as gentle as his anger was fierce…"You tell me EVERYTHING...NOW!"

She hesitated, but he leaned in, grazing her mouth with his..."Khushi, talk to me, tell me what's going on."

"The night that I...that I left...I rushed to Buaji's house, but before I even knocked on the door, I got a text message…"

Arnav sat up, pulling Khushi up with him…

"Where's your phone? Show me."

Khushi shook her head…"I can't, the message told me to leave the country , not to speak to anyone, just to leave."

Arnav squeezed Khushi's hand, "WHY didn't you come to me with this…?"

"Because of the next message I got…"

She moved closer to him, as though needing his strength…

"I headed back to you Arnavji...but the next message said that if I even so much as step foot in the house that your life would be in danger. I was then told again to leave the country…to go to the airport, and ask for my ticket, under the name of Joy Anderson."

Arnav was ready to explode with fury, but he had to hear the rest of what happened…

"...I thought this was a stupid game, but then the next message that came to me was something like, 'stop hesitating, throw your phone away at the airport, and leave'...so I knew someone was watching me."

On the verge of hysteria, Arnav pulled her close and gently touched his mouth to hers…"My God Khushi…I'm…"

He felt her shivering against him…

It brought him back to the moment he found her…

The way she clung to him…

The sobs and gasps against his neck…

"Shhh...damn it…I was so angry...damn…"

"No...it's okay...you had every right to be angry...I shouldn't have left in the first place…"

Arnav glowered at her, "No, you shouldn't have. But I know there is more, so you tell me...No more fear, I'm with you, tell me."

Khushi took a deep breath…"I arrived at the airport and threw my phone in the bin. I headed to a random terminal and then...it was all such a blur...and after a long flight...I arrived here...I had no way to know if I was still being followed...but I went to use one of the public computers, and, I created an email account and tried to email you…"

His eyes were swamped with confusion…"Me? I didn't get anything…did you send it to the right address?"

"I must have, because not more than 5 minutes later, I got a new email...one from an unknown address and a nameless person...I was told to not contact you, and to report back every single day to make sure that I was far away…"

A complete look of bewilderment  shrouded Arnav's face…

"But...I...I didn't get...any…"

Arnav threw back the covers and was about to get up when Khushi held onto his biceps tight…

He moved back to her and pressed a kiss to her forehead…"I'm getting my laptop...I'm not going anywhere…"
 
Reaching  over to the sofa beside the bed, he grabbed his laptop and impatiently turned it on…

After 10 minutes of thourough checking, he turned back to her, "There's nothing here...but...I suppose that someone could have used my computer and then just deleted it…"

Khushi's eyes were fogging up and the need to figure out this situation was becoming vital…

"Okay. What is yours? Tell me...I want to see what this person has been saying to you."

Khushi's shaky fingers typed out her address and her account opened up…

As soon as Arnav's eyes caught sight of her inbox, he wanted to tear the earth apart to find the bastard who was doing this…

"What the fuck!?"

One email, every day, for the past 8 weeks.

"I told you, whoever this is, they do NOT want me to be near you…"

Arnav lifted Khushi's small body and settled her between his legs as he continued to go through the emails…

As she snuggled up against his chest, she began crying softly…

He tried his best to try and concentrate even though her tears were killing him…

"What's this one?"

Khushi looked up, wiping her eyes…"I...I don't know...I haven't read that one yet…"

"All the others are sent around the same time everyday, this one was sent…4 hours ago…"

Arnav opened the email and Khushi felt the muscles in his body flex with fury as he read it…



Do not leave your apartment for the next few days. Arnav is close by. And if he finds you, you'll be sorry.





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13 comments:

  1. woah this is so creepy but damn what he did to her was just too damn good hehe

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  2. Amazing update.

    Who is after them???? Curiosty is killing me..... Haha!!!!

    pls update soon.

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  3. Who is it....aman aakash or anjali....

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  4. Whoa!!! Amazing it is :D but who is threatening her *confused*

    @preciousgirl125

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  5. Whoa!!

    Who the hell is threatening her :O

    As long as they are together nothing or noone can take away their happiness I hope :D

    @preciougirl125

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  6. That was so hot and scary as well
    who the hell is this person btw
    just getting curious to know day by day

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  7. I think that the person who is after them knows them very well
    Is it anjali? Or aman?

    Nehaswthrt

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  8. A request- could you add the CH indexes. Its hard to read older chapters for a particular story. Please?

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  9. Damn the person knows all her movements and his
    could it be Aman?

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  10. This is getting so interesting. Someone shadowing Khushi's movements must be someone from their family. Loved how you have shown Arnav out of his mind while he was tracing her.. It really shows how emotionally invested he is with her... U really have a way with words.. Thank you for the prompt updates..

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  11. Goosshh its bigger than it seems
    All the conspiracy runs relli deep and the person has easy access to arnavs stuff as well
    The way khushi was tricked n threatened to leave the country and all is kinda scary
    But now thar arshi are together,they'll make it through

    Amazinggg update!!!

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  12. He tied her!
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    But her actions definately justified it!
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    I mean what was she thinking !!!...

    Dat she wud keep be successfull in keeping hersef away frm the beast,ARNAV itself!
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    Good one.nw anxiously waiting 4 next update!

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  13. Loved it. He really loves her and wants her to trust him. Wonder who is creating the problems.

    - desisweetheart9 from IF.

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