Wednesday, October 30, 2013

FF : I Feel Everything Part 46 (Conclusion)


Several passion filled hours later, Arnav awakened groggily, his limbs tangled with Khushi's.

The days events slowly crept into his mind and he smiled at the thoroughly loved woman in his arms…

The reality of being entangled with a naked Khushi who was covered in love bites and a few well placed marks that matched his hands and mouth was almost more than he could take.

Especially, since for many months, he'd wondered if it was even possible to have again…

Truly he had everything back, and he was going to make damn sure it stayed this way…

Khushi took a deep breath in, interrupting his memories, and he quickly found himself beginning to worry…

"Oh no…" his thoughts yelled…"Let her be alright...let her be okay...no panic attacks...please…"

But she only tangled her leg with his, and drifted back to sleep…

He was soon plagued with all the times he'd frightened her, tormented her, hurt her…

And yet she was still here…

In his arms…

"Do I deserve you?...I'll never truly believe I do…" he whispered…"But...I am a man who needs what he wants...and damn, the way I want you…" he gently smoothed her hair away from her shoulder…"And there is no way, I will ever let you be hurt again...ever…"



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Khushi was still asleep.

And it was driving Arnav CRAZY.

It had been four hours and the urge to make love to her again was overwhelming.

She had rolled into him in her sleep so that they were stomach to stomach, her soft, naked breasts pressed deliciously up against his chest, her legs tangled up with his.

Arnav began to wonder how she would feel about waking up mid-sex, and he actually began contemplating hooking her leg up over his hip and slowly gliding into her.

He watched her soft lips puffing out her breath, and he ground his teeth…

Staying in bed with her was just making things worse, but he didn’t want to leave her side, either.

He tried not to be a man ruled by lust, but right now, he was ruled by way more than lust...lust, love, desperation, obsession and passion...to name a few.

But this feeling, this overwhelming desire to be inside Khushi, was undoing him.

He let out a loud exhalation of air and was surprised when Khushi's eyes blinked open, looking directly at him.

She was rumpled from sex and sleep and her eyes were heavy, but she shifted and snuggled toward him murmuring, “Sorry...I dozed off...give me a few minutes, and I'll be ready for more...”

He was genuinely startled as he said...“More?!”

She frowned and suddenly looked resigned…"It's okay...I know that you're...whhhaaat?"

He grinned as her eyes widened further as he pushed his hips forward slid easily inside her body.

Khushi gasped softly still half asleep, as he brought his body over hers…

Bending down, he kissed her, his mouth brushing softly against hers before pushing gently against the seal of her lips, sucking softly at her bottom lip, opening her mouth to him.

He teased at her tongue, just barely touching the tip then slowly pulled at her until she moved into his mouth and they began a languid dance of exploration.

Khushi felt his phallus swell inside her, and she arched into him.

His mouth soon lifted from hers and he pressed little kisses along her jaw and down to her neck, his teeth scraping at the pulse point there.

She jerked into him at that and he pulled back to see her eyes heavy with passion.

“Arnavji...”

He instantly stopped, glaring down at her…"ARNAV." he growled softly…

"Arnav...my husband…"

"That's my girl…" He slowly began to thrust his hips back and forth with infinite patience, his tenderness a balm compared to their rougher, earlier passion.

Her eyes caught hold of his, staring at him with wonder and desire.

Feeling his love for her double, his heart was suddenly gripped with fright at how much she had suffered…

His need to assure himself of her pleasure tripled, and he slithered his hand between their bodies, and began to circle at her little button, his other hand finding her breast and squeezing it gently before seeking out her nipple with his thumb.

His lips fasten on her throat and he sucks hard, marking her.

When he released her he is smugly satisfied by the beautiful reddened skin where his teeth and lips had done their job.

His hands moved to either side of her shoulders and Khushi suddenly pushed up hard against him with her hips.

He pulsed and rippled, and ground his teeth to steady the pace within her, even though she was begging him to go faster.

He wanted to take his time, even if it meant driving her to distraction.

Her hands caressed his shoulders, slid down his arms with maddening slowness of her own, then back up again and down onto his chest.

She brushed her thumbs across his nipples, smiling triumphantly when they immediately hardened.

Her fingers sought out the hard pectoral muscles and Arnav starts to growl, but refuses to increase his gentle speed…

Khushi was now desperate…

"Why is my body so sensitive!?" she wondered frantically…

“I need...I...I need...” she rasps frantically, bucking against him impatiently.

"I know what you need!"

His movements finally began to speed up, and her moans became louder...

"I want to feel you jaan...I want to feel you pulse...everywhere…"

His hand moves over her clit, his mouth lowers to her breast, and She bursts into an orgasm from the sensation and feels her entire body clench in response.

And he felt it.

Everywhere.

Her core, her clit, her breasts…

Holding her nipple between his teeth, he pressed his tongue to the pulsing flesh as the rest of her shook with release…

He body shook, and it only takes him a few brief thrusts more before he is shuddering in release within her.





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"So much…"

"hmmm?"

"So much sex…" khushi says with a soft smile…

Arnav felt pride overtake him, "I'm at your service sweetheart…"

Khushi sighed happily and slowly moved her feet to the floor as she sat up…

"And just where do you think you're going?"

Khushi felt her husband slide closer and she jumped up fast…"I'm going to have a shower…"

Arnav's eyes lit up…"In that case…"

He jumped up faster than fast, but almost instantly his phone began to ring…

"Damn it!" he shouted…

Khushi grinned at his short temper…"Mr. Arnav Singh Raizada...You are apparently busy, plus, I could use an uninterrupted shower…"

He glared at her, but as she giggled and disappearted into the bathroom, hecouldn't help but feel overjoyed at her happiness.



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As Khushi showered,  she found herself grinning endlessly...

"Finally…" she breathed, letting the steam soothe her aches…"It’s getting ridiculous how little time I want to spend out of his sight…"

She stretched into the hot water, hissing a bit at the way her muscles protest, smiling at how she hurts in all the right places, a brilliant stretchy kind of hurt.

"I can barely even remember all that…" she stopped.

Her heart began to thud…

"No…" she whispered…

Her panic attack began to rear it's head inside her, and she was gripped with fear…

"Oh…" she fought back tears…"No...no please…"

But just before it could take hold of her, she heard her husband yelling from the bedroom…

"Hari Prakash! BLACK COFFEE! NOW!!! NO, RIGHT NOW! I NEED ENERGY!"

And instantly, her anxiety shattered into a million pieces, falling at her feet as she threw back her head and laughed…

The joy and thrill that consumed her was immense, and all panic fled…

As her throaty laughter lessened, she turned off the tap…

Stepping out of the shower, she suddenly felt light headed…

"Oh not again…" she mumbled…

She stood still, waiting for the sensation to pass…

This had been happening for a few weeks now, and she always assumed it was because of the panic attacks…

Opening her eyes, her sight wasn't as fogged, and her hand reached out to grab the towel that hung over the rails…

Khushi could still hear Arnav growling into his phone…

"Did he shout at poor Hari Prakash while on the phone?!"

She shook her head and wrapped the towel around her body, tucking the corner between her breasts…

Arnav instantly turned to her as the bathroom door opened…

Khushi's bright eyes locked onto his as he stood up from the couch and smiled, totally entranced by her dripping hair and body…

"My God…" he thought…"Is it too soon to jump on her again?"

Khushi took one step forward, but her head began spinning once again…

"Khushi?"

Arnav's expression changed, his face now paling…

He watched her shake her head and take one more step, but she swayed, her knees buckling...

"KHUSHI!" his heart screamed as he lunged forwards...

He caught her just in time and held her upright against his chest…

"Khushi? Khushi look at me!"

Her eyes were still open, but now foggy and unsure…

He waited, his patience waning until she finally focused on him…

"Hi…" she smiled…

His heart was beating painfully…"HI!?" he said through clenched teeth…"Are...are you alright?!"

Khushi nodded and he pulled her closer, holding her tight to his chest burying his nose in her hair almost as if he was absorbing her very essence into him.

She exhaled, and Arnav released her slightly…

Khushi knees automatically bent again, and Arnav hauled her back against his torso…

“I'm calling a doctor, right now!”

She gazed into his eyes which were filled with a mix of panic and terror...“Arnav, I'm…I'm all right...I'm just a bit dizzy...”

“Dizzy!" fury coupled with fear shot through him…"Damn it Khushi!”

He lifted her and placed her gently on their bed, then stepped back and started to pace, pausing and whipping around to her.

"Please tell me this is the first time!"

She flushed, her expression answering for her…"

"You've felt like this before!?!" he raked his hands through his hair and Khushi could see how worried he was…

"When! When did this start!? Why didn't  you tell me! Why HAVEN'T you told me yet!?”

Khushi felt anger building.

“Why haven't I told you!?” she almost shouted. “Because it always happened after a panic attack!!!"

He stormed forwards, kneeling in front of her…"You just had a panic attack? Sweety why didn't you tell me!?"

She crossed her arms, and pouted as she turned her head away…"Because it vanished, as soon as I heard you roaring at poor Hari Prakashji!"

Arnav frowned, even though his lips twitched in a slight smirk, "I'm glad my yelling has finally come to some use...That's great Khushi! You overcame an attack by yourself!"

Khushi turned back to him and gave a soft smile…

"But wait...if you didn't have a panic attack...why were you dizzy?"

That made her think…

"I...I don't know...I've been feeling more tired than usual, so I'm SURE that's it...”

Arnav stood up again, planting his feet on the floor…"You've been more tired than usual? You've been dizzy?! Khushi!!! You're supposed to tell me these things!!!!!"

She was furious at him for yelling at her, but right now, the only thing she could think of was how sexy he was when he was angry…

"KHUSHI!?! Talk to me!"

His loud demand shocked her into action, she jumped up off the bed, took several steps forward and grabbed his shirt in her fists...“SHUT UP ARNAV!” she roared with a no arguments attitude and yanked him toward her until her lips met his.

The kiss started out at a punishing pace as she nipped and sucked at his delicious, lower lip.

Even though he was completely stunned, his arms wrapped around her Instantly and his mouth opened, his tongue darting out begging entrance.

He moaned as their tongues glided against one another.

Their bodies grinded together, and hands soon tangled into hair and nails grazed causing both to shiver in delight.

Arnav pulled away suddenly and looked at her.

“Khushi…" he paused, and finally said…"I'm an idiot...I'm so sorry, I was worried, I only yelled because I was worried...”

She lifted her eyes to him only to find him gazing at her as if he expected her to shatter and collapse into panic...

“Arnav...I'm-” She couldn’t finish the sentence.

He swallowed hard and took a step closer to her... “I just...I love you so damn much...I need you to tell me everything about you! You're mine...MINE! I NEED YOU TO BE OKAY!”

Khushi looked up into his eyes...“I love you, and you know that I've only had 3 panic attacks in the last 5 months...And for each one, all I wanted was YOU…” Her voice hitched.

He could see her emotionally trying to convey to him exactly how much he meant to her.

His eyes turned black and he grabbed her this time.

His lips crashed into hers in a passion that was not as brutal as their kiss shortly before but was just as intense.

They grasped at each other and Arnav walked her back into the wall and pressed her into it, her arms wrapping around his lean frame.

He kissed his way down her jaw line and neck tugging off the towel revealing her breasts…

"Good GOD...you're...are you bigger?!" he gasped, practically salivating…

Khushi arched into him and pulled up his shirt...

He pulled back to toss his shirt over his shoulder…

He’d barely kicked his sweatpants aside when he was on her, hitching her leg up around his waist, pressing her hard against the white wall.

“You are...you're…" he swallowed hard…"Mine...you will always, ALWAYS be mine...” he growled desperately, a storm brewing in his eyes.

“Forever!” she answered, her hand boldly wandering down to cup and caress his hard rigid flesh.

He made an animalistic sound and bit down on her neck as his hands clasped her breasts.

She gasped as her hands flew up to grip his shoulders…

Arnav froze…"Khushi? What's wrong?"

Her eyes lifted as she whispered…"Sorry...My breasts are...they're a bit sensitive…"

His gaze narrowed…"And I'm about to drive your sensitivity higher and higher…"

Bending down, he opened his mouth over her pulsing nipples…

An extreme shot of pleasure surged through her breasts..."Ohhhhh my God…"

Keeping his mouth in place, he slowly began to circle his tongue around her areola…

"Whoa...she is more sensitive…" he thought wickedly...

He laved his tongue over her pulsing nipples, her skin tasting sweet and sticky as honey…

After a mere five minutes of gently devouring one breast he moved to the other...

Automatically he felt her nipple become harder, pulsing vividly against his tongue…

"I'm...I'm …..AHHHHHH!" her breath was harsh, she was panting...

His heart began to thud as he recognized her  body language…

She was cumming…

Just from this?

His clever fingers smoothed down, and dipped deep into her moist heat, teasingly swiping that tender nub of nerves making her cry out again…

He felt the tell tale contractions of her inner muscles clamping down…

"I...I don't know how…" she began to force out her words…

"Shhhh….quiet...I'm not done...just let your body respond…come jaan..."

As her first sudden climax subsided, he set up another delicious rhythm swirling, pressing and probing until she swore he ignited every hidden erogenous spot within her.

She squirmed and undulated against him, almost mewling until she had indulged her own oral fixation, tasting and nipping at his chest, shoulder and neck.

One particular nip elicited a groan from him.

He shifted and hefted her up until both her legs wrapped around him and he bore her weight, with an ease only he could perform.

She could feel his thick shaft teasing at her entrance.

“Khushi...” he groaned.

“Arnav, please! I...want you now!” she gasped and arched into him, trying to get him to satisfy both of them.

He looked once more into her eyes and thrust into her, his forehead bumping hers.

“Yes! Oh GOD!” she groaned as she felt him surge in into her, stretching and filling her in delicious ways but it was more than a physical pleasure.

His presence took over everything…

He was inside body, soul, mind and heart...

 Swirling colors, music and whispers filled her.

She called out but not with words.

It was as if she was channeling something deep inside her, something she’d had locked away but wanted to be freed.

She tightened her legs around him and started to move her body to encourage his thrusts.

He shouted his love for her and vigorously slammed her against the wall, his flesh slapping against her.

The tempo of the symphony in her mind increased as she felt vibrations deliciously prickle her skin and her never endings tingle.

“More!” she pleaded and his response was guttural as he shifted his angle and hit the gspot inside of her.

Khushi dug her heels into his backside and one of his hands grazed her abdomen reach between their bodies.

One quick flick of his finger and he slammed her against the wall harder.

“Mine...MINE!” he gasped as Khushi felt her walls flutter around him.

Arnav paused and gripped her hair yanking her head back.

He spoke no words but her mind was filled with one thought, love, a love so intense, mere words couldn’t convey it and then he slammed into her one last time and Khushi shattered, screaming his name as he soon emptied himself within her, screaming a stream of words Khushi could hardly comprehend...

Arnav slid their bodies down the wall and onto the floor a tangle of limbs panting and satisfied.

Khushi grasped his hand, her thumb gentle caressing the inside of his wrist and looked up to find him looking at her with such intensity...“Please don’t yell at me like that again,” she said with an emotional slightly hoarse voice.

He swallowed hard... “Oh Khushi,” he said, looking utterly humiliated…"I didn't mean...I...I was only concerned...I love you...I can't have anything else happen to you...I won't yell at you…"

She smiled at him. “Good...there's only so many times I can yell 'shut up' to you...”

“I loved it...” he finally said, a smile creeping on his face as he looked into her eyes…"I love that you aren't scared to put me in my place…"

Something flashed in her eyes, and he knew she had now realized the way she had spoken…

Her lips parted to say sorry, but he interrupted her quickly…

"I. LOVED. IT." he stated plainly

Khushi smiled softly…"I love you…"

"So…" he whispered, bringing his hand up to her breast, but the moment his fingers touched her nipple, her lips parted, and she began panting hard…

Khushi didn't know where it came from, but she climaxed...fast.

Arnav jaw dropped open…

He moved his palm over her breast, feeling her nipple pulsing against his skin…

"Khushi?..." he whispered…"Shhh...let yourself come...don't be scared…"

At that, she relaxed in his embrace…

He reached down and slipped his fingers through her folds…

Sure enough, he felt her channel clenching, and her clitoris hard and swollen…

Her back was now arching and Arnav carefully manoevered her so that her back rested against his chest…

Finally able to collapse against him, her limbs slumped and her head lolled back against his shoulder…

"Shhhhh…" he whispered in her ear…"I'm here...I'm here…"

As her climaxed ebbed, she tried to get back to the present…"What…?...How?..."

Arnav pulled her closer, "I guess I'm just that good…"

His light hearted response made her smile…"I know you are...but…"

"I know...NOW will you let me call a doctor?"

Khushi nodded, feeling exhausted…

Lifting her carefully in her arms, he carried her to their bed…

As he placed her down, he tried to pry her drip away from his shirt…"Khushi...Let go sweetie, I’m not going anywhere…"

Her eyes strained open…"Promise?"

He rolled his eyes…"You better believe it…"

"Why am I so sensitive? Why am I feeling so much?" she asked on a yawn…

Arnav sat beside her, holding her hand…"Well, you did warn me…"

Her confused expression made him smile, and he leaned down to press his lips to hers...

"You said you once felt nothing...and now?...what do you feel now my love?"

And as she fell asleep, she breathed…'I Feel Everything'...









EPILOGUE -




That same night, after a lengthy visit from the doctor, and an even lengthier meal, they were now alone…

"Arnav?"

His arm under her neck pulled her closer…"I'm here…"

"You are happy aren't you?"

He rolled closer, moving her gently onto her side…

The covers had been thrown aside, and his palm skimmed up her leg.

She sucked in her breath, her skin beginning to tingle...

"...I am the most happy, most satisfied, most thankful man in the universe…"

Khushi craned her head, trying to read his eyes…

"Khushi...I...I want to...make love to you…"

Her eyes fell, concern for him rising…

Was he...seeking . . . permission?

Her body throbbed.

A pulse thrummed in her groin, and already she was swollen and wet for him.

She loved his touch.

Even at his gentlest, he was strong and masterful.

She'd been drawn to his strength and power, even when she had cause to fear everything else in the world.

He made her feel protected and cherished.

She couldn't even look back at how they had been in their past...because that was no longer real…

Their past had been built  on lies and half-truths.

Then their happiness had been shattered by anger and revenge…

But their present, was something that they had created…

In every sense of the word…

His hand slid over her abdomen and caressed the new tiny heart that was beating there...

They'd created a very precious life.

And in the midst of all the peace and pleasure, he kissed her again, just one touch against the pulse at her neck.

"Arnav...I am yours…" her hand covered his as they held the baby that was forming inside her…"We are both yours…"

His body pressed into the curve of her behind.

His erection was hot and turgid, pulsing against her skin.

Goose bumps dotted her hip and spread rapidly down her legs.

"Arnav…"

He moved his hand up to hold her breast, and he massaged gently, working the nipple between his fingers.

“I know...you are more sensitive here now...I will be careful...” he whispered.

She nodded, unable to speak around the tightening of her throat…

He touched and stroked, alternating until her nipples were stiffened peaks, erect and so hard that they hurt.

The simplest brush across the points sent a current of desire streaking through her channel.

“I'm going to make love to you...Just lie still jaan...Let me do all the work...I...I just need to love you right now...”

She shivered at the raw sensuality in his voice.

Low, husky, with just a bit of a rasp.

It always got low and gravelly when they made love.

For a breath, he simply watched her, his gaze drifting up and down her body with lazy strokes.

“You‟re so unbelievably beautiful,” he said hoarsely.

She swallowed, almost at the point of tears...

"Khushi...I can‟t lay here without touching you... I can't be near you without touching you...I've never been good with words, that's why I've constantly used my body language to show you how deeply I love you...I only hope to strive to be good enough for you...and for our baby...”

Her chest fluttered, then grew tight.

Her emotions were already in a hormonal uproar, and hearing his divine words made her began to shake.

“Shhh, jaan...” he said as he stroked down the curve of her body... “Just let me make love to you...”

Her hand fluttered over her belly, and she turned her face into the pillow, no longer able to bear the study of his eyes...

Arnav could see her hiding…

“Khushi, Do you have any idea just how beautiful you are?”

There was awe and reverence in his voice that had her turning back to look at him.

It was there in his eyes as he simply stared down at her.

He bent and kissed her again and then showered a line of kisses down chest...

He lay down once more, his mouth close to her neck as he carefully spooned against her.

Her buttocks nestled his erection, and she moaned in anticipation, but he didn;t move her.

Didn‟t turn her over.

He simply lifted her leg and eased it back over his until she was open and bare.

His thick phallus lay between her legs, but it was his fingers that found her heat.

“Arnav...” she whispered as he stroked the soft folds.

He parted them and dipped one finger inside her.

“I know you're more sensitive here too...and...oh my God...you're getting even wetter...” he said in a near groan.

Another finger slipped inside her, and she arched helplessly.

She wouldn't last.

Her body was painfully aware of him.

She wanted him with every breath.

She turned her head, and her cheek met his lips…"Arnav...I'm going to cum...I can't stop it…"

As his fingers touched her delicately, his lips touched hers... "Don't cum...hold it back as long as you can…"

The sweetness of his kiss melted her senses and sent a trembling awakening through her heart...but the intensity of his touch set her body on fire and shot pleasure through her body...

Sudden tears flooded her eyes.

She blinked furiously, angry that she would be so emotional at such a vulnerable moment.

“Make love to me,” she choked out. “Please, Arnav….I need you…I need YOU...”

He paused for just a moment, and a low shudder worked its way through his body...

She could feel his energy and his reaction to her soft plea.

His fingers left her  and he positioned himself at her entrance and then found her ear with his lips.

One breath…

Then another…

And then he murmured low and sweet...“Just relax, jaan. Let me make love to you this way so you don't have to move...”

He nudged forward, his hips pressing into her as he breached the tight clasp of her heat, sliding slowly inside.

She sucked in her breath, then closed her eyes as his shallow thrust sent streaks of pleasure through her core.

And the gradual pace began…

Back and forth.

He rocked against her slow and measured, none of his thrusts going too deep.

His one arm was curled under her neck, with his hand gently holding her breast, and his other hand was now laying  possessively over her hip.

His fingers curled into her, holding her as he moved  faster now but still as carefully as before.

He was driving her crazy.

She flexed and pushed back, eager to meet his movements, but he gripped her hip and held her in place.

“Let me,” he whispered again.

Her leg lay back over his, and she tucked her foot between his legs, enjoying the rasp of hair on her bare skin.

His legs were muscled, lean and so strong.

They flexed with each forward thrust.

Then his hand moved from her hip and eased underneath her leg, pushing it upward to give him more room.

He supported her thigh with his forearm and reached up until his fingers found her clitoris.

His thumb teased the entrance his shaft rubbed back and forth over, while his fingers parted the soft flesh above and tenderly stroked the stiff, sensitive bud of nerves at her center.

No longer able to lie still, she tightened and bucked back against him, keening and whimpering…

"This moment...I need this moment...I need it…" she thought desperately

His thrusts got stronger, and he sank deeper.

“Come with me now jaan...”

“Not yet, just one more second, please...” she breathed.

She closed her eyes and rocked against him, desperate to extend her pleasure to stay with him, in this moment of pure bliss…

But his fingers grew more assertive, and he moved his thumb up to roll over her clit in a command for her to respond.

“Oh my God...OH MY GOD! Arnav...not yet...please not yet!”

She was pleading…

Her voice was hoarse and needy, and each demand came out in a short burst of air.

He drew back and then pumped deep just as his thumb rolled in a tight circle.

And her body couldn't stop it...

She cried out, her body tensing and spasming as her climax captured her wholly and completely...

Her fingers curled into balls, into fists so tight that her hands shook with the strain.

Cascades of color flashed, little and big spots that floated through her vision even when she closed her eyes.

Arnav was thrusting  fast now as he sought his own release.

His hoarse shouts mixed with her agonized sounds.

Khushi vaguely heard her groans and screams…

It sounded as though she was in the worst sort of pain, but the pleasure, ah the pleasure, was so intense, so beautiful that she didn't want it to end.

Arnav kept up the movement against her clitoris as her heart and soul gave up endless orgasms…

His other hand gently massaged her breasts, his fingers softly teasing her nipples until she came again…

Khushi couldn't believe the strength of her orgasms…

Her womb was rippling, her vaginal muscles shaking savagely…

Arnav instantly stilled his hands when sensations became too intense for her to bear…

He recognized when it was, as her body jerked and her breathing became harsh and stifled…

He eased his thumb away but continued a gentle rocking motion that sent his penis gliding through her tissues that were slick with his release.

Finally he stopped, lodged deep within her.

She didn‟t move, couldn't move...

Khushi lay there simply shattered…

Her body was a tingling all over and as she gradually regained the strength to open her eyes, she saw a few stars twinkling through the curtains…

"They are so proud of you Khushi…"

Tears sprang to her eyes hearing his words…

"How...did you...you know I was looking…"

"Because I know you...because I was looking too...our parents…"

"They...they are proud of you too Arnav…"

His arms gathered her closer, and she enjoyed the feeling of being so intimately connected to her husband.

He kissed her shoulder, rubbed his thumb in circles around her areola and then kissed her again, his erratic breaths sending goose bumps over her skin.

“I love you Arnav...”

His voice was quiet…

He moved slightly, and slowly pulled out of her…

Softly moving her, he lay her on her back and brought his torso gently over hers…

Arnav's gaze demanded hers, and her fogged up eyes locked onto his…

“I can't explain it. Not sure I want to, but damn it, the amount I love you, Khushi...YOU are everything to me, and this little one," he gazed down at her flat tummy, that would soon swell with life…"This little one is you AND me...I just...It kills me to think of all that I've put you through...All  I've ever wanted was to give you everything your heart desires...”

Khushi took his hand and moved it over her heart…"Arnav...you have given me everything…"

He captured her lips in a swift fiery kiss…

When he finally pulled back, he asked…"...Ieven though it all started with nothing, I vow to you, here and now, that I will prove-"

"Arnav!" She forced out, interrupting him..."Listen carefully…"

And then she said the most captivating words to him that he'd ever heard…

They soothed his soul and possessed his heart…

"Arnav...over nothing, I choose everything…and over everything...I CHOOSE YOU…"

























Okay...I'm crying...I haven't even proof read, as I wanted to give myself a reason to reread and not let this finish just yet... :P

This series was my first story on Arhi...(proving that I came up with a Desi- *Fifty Shades* before it was even written) :P and though I would LOVE to write another sequel, I can't promise anything...but I WILL leave the option open...there MAY be a continuation...

Stay tuned... :)




13 comments:

  1. there may be a continuation? wow there u go baby.

    lved every bit of this yaar.

    so warming and so loving and so so hot

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  2. oh my God this was stunning
    the emotions, the feelings all so amazing

    and their love making was so, so hot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    finally she has overcome her panic and her dizzy spells were because she is pregnant

    he is so over-protective, that he can't see her hurt or crying
    she knows he loves her more than anything in the world and
    she returns those feelings too

    so sad this has ended, it was one of my favorites

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  3. It was so intense and beautifully written. I am crying too as it brought back the memories of their start of journey with so much pain, hurt and betrayal. Look at where they are now. U r one of the few writers who have managed to bring the asr character with all its shortcomings but managed to make us love him with his makeover too. Absolutely memorable journey and story. More power to your pen! take care!

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  4. Perfect conclusion. Couldn't have asked for a better one.
    Kudos Sarah and welcome back :)

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  5. I can't even start describing jus how I felt about this chapter...i won't even try because clearly my vocabulary is isnt as vast to appreciate this work of yours and my words doesn't held the perfection with which you filled this story with feelings,emotions,hatred,betrayal,relations,love and more than anything else....arshi!!!!

    A so hope there to be another sequel cause seriously we can't get enough....and nothing brings me as much joy as does reading about a lil arshi junior naughty tales

    It now been almost more than one and a half year that I'm reading this work of yours and still I want it to go on

    Loved it to bitsss

    Amazinggg update!!!

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  6. loved the update,,,,, so another story on its end ......

    will wait for other stories updates

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  7. No. Dont even think of ending this story. I already commented tht i want this story with pregnant kushi and arnav sarah. Plsssssssssssssss

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  8. Awesome update
    Loved to read the continuation!!!

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  9. Oh My this was so wonderful

    Finally she chooses him and feels everything

    He's there for her and even her panic attacks get subsided by just his yelling hahah

    Loved everything bit of this story and the ending

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  10. Awwww I'm certainly not ready for it to end, would love you to continue through the pregnancy x

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  11. firstly thanks for writing this story and sharing it with the readers....loved the end was very fitting

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  12. OMG..when i first saw the title..I was Godd..she is ending this?! :( But wow..what a way to finish 'I feel everything' ! *Applause* The way you describe every emotion is extra-ordinary! I have been following this series from the very beginning and this series is one of my favorites for sure!

    Please do continue this series with Pregnancy! Would love to see cute and intense stuffs through it! You are too brilliant! <3

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  13. omg, this was amazing!!

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