Thursday, November 7, 2013

FF : Take What's Left Of My Heart Part 32

She was exhausted...

He could see it...

"Khushi..."

Turning to face him, he noticed her tired eyes...

"Khushi, are you sleeping properly?"

She nodded, and snuggled up beside him to watch a movie...

It went on for days...

He watched her as she slept...

Fitfully, as if trying to get away from something...

His heart was straining, hardly able to cope seeing how emotionally distressed she was...

He knew that when she was awake, she tried hard to forget about what had happened...

But while sleeping, her mind couldn't forget...

And tonight, she was getting more and more out of control...




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Darkness.

"Where is he!?"

Khushi couldn't turn her head…

It was as though a padlocked vice was stopping her from making any movement…

A thin glaze covered her eyes, distorting every image before her…

"Where is he!?" Khushi's mind was now in a frenzy…

She tried to reach up, wrench away what covered her eyes, but she now couldn't move her arms…

"Arnavji! He has me! Help!"

Trying once more, she lifted her hands again, desperate to push away what was pressing harder and harder against her throat…

But there was nothing.

Darkness…



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"KHUSHI!!!! KHUSHI!!!! Wake up!! I'm here! You're safe!"

Arnav heard her the minute she whimpered and knew that she was having a nightmare…

Instantly sitting up, he was over her body in seconds, trying to wake her…

His panic swelled up…

It looked as though she was holding her breath…

"Khushi! Stop! I'm here!"

Grabbing her wrists, that were laying motionless at her sides, he pulled her forcefully towards him, making her sit up…

The force of the movement jolted her out of her subconscious…

Khushi's eyes flew open…

Arnav caught the terror in her gaze long before she could realize exactly where she was…

Releasing her hands, he grabbed the sides of her face and held her perfectly still, letting her stare directly into his eyes…

In a heartbeat, Khushi recognized him…

Her pupils dilated and she let out a long cool breath that whispered across his ear, sending chills racing down his back.

“You are safe sweetheart...” he murmured, his voice thick with emotion... “you're with me...”

He leaned in slowly so as not to startle her, but Khushi gripped his arms tighter anyway…

She was apprehensive to speak, but with Arnav's protective stare burning her own, she finally whispered..."I...I was going to die…"

Arnav's eyes widened with fury...“I wouldn't have let that happen...Never...Ever!”

His mouth grazed her temple and his arm tightened beneath her neck…

Her breathing was now panting harder and faster…

Arnav eased his body over hers, "Calm down, take slower breaths…"

He paused until she inhaled evenly…

"You...you couldn't have done anything...I couldn't breathe…"

"I know...shhhh...I know…" His heart lodged in his throat.

He was so deeply bound to his wife that every emotion she felt, he felt…

Every tear she cried, he cried…

"Khushi, I know that -"

Her voice was shaky as she took a deep breath and pushed him away saying..."I'm okay. I'm truly okay. I shouldn't bring it up anymore…"

Arnav was caught off guard by her statement, and he let her sit up…"Khushi...If you're having nightmares about what happened, then ofcourse we should bring it up...I am here to help you...to talk with you…"

Her body went rigid and she backed away from him, swinging her legs over the side of the bed…

Arnav was getting angry…"Khushi, where are you going?!"

She walked away faster…"Just getting a drink of water…"

He jumped up, ready to chase her…"Damn it, Khushi, don't go all INSULAR on me!"

She poured herself some water and gulped it down fast

As she turned around, he was there; right up in her face, ready to dispute with her.

"Khushi, what did you dream about?"

She blinked and silently walked past him…

His eyes followed her flitting with shock over her attitude…

"I'm going to go for a walk on the beach…"

A growl rose up in his chest and he reached  her just before she could open the front door…"Khushi, stop letting this stunt our communication! I had to live without you for 8 fucking weeks and I'm sick and tired of our relationship taking second place!"

Khushi turned in his arms, her voice calm... "I had a bad dream. That is all."

"Sweetheart…" his hold on her gentled…"I KNOW that you were scared, and I know that your emotions are going to react, but please, let me in! Let me help…You were terrified when you woke up and-"

"I am not scared. I didn't dream of anything that happened."

Arnav stared dumbly into her eyes…"Khushi...you…" he couldn't believe her…"You're actually LYING to me…"

His accusation made her heart hurt...

“I...I'm…" she didn't want to remember, and she didn't want to admit anything…

Desperate to distract him, Khushi reached up and touched his face, stroking his cheek gently…

Her hands drifted down across his chest, continuing to caress him, pleading with him with her eyes..."I don't want to talk about it..."

Something inside him snapped, a band that has been constricting his heart…

He knew what she was doing…

And he also knew that she was haunted by the memories.

He had a sudden need to possess her, to make her his again before she could isolate her soul any further.

He knew he must have changed his expression to one that overwhelmed her, for her expression now held nervous anxiety, as though she knew she was about to be possessed by him...

Pushing past the uncertainty in her eyes, he pulled her to him.

He was hot and hard and desperate to have her.

Khushi trembled beneath his touch, making no attempt to pull away, but her eyes were large as saucers when he tilted her face up to kiss her…

The kiss he laid upon her was bruising, nearly punishing and she grabbed onto his bare arms to steady herself against his aggressive taking of her mouth.

She didn’t even try to kiss him back, just let him in, let him plunder, let him have what he wanted to take and held the back of his neck while he took it, her hips arching into him.

Arnav backed her up against the door and put his hand on her leg, sliding his fingers up her thigh and under the white panties she was wearing.

Hooking his fingers over the top of pants, yanking them down, all the while his tongue never stopping its dominance of her mouth.

Arnav's laptop began to ring as a video call began coming in…

“Arnavji...-.”

“Not now,” he growled pulling his lips away from hers...his voice feral with need.

"It's 4am...it could be impor-”

“THIS is important! QUIET!” Arnav said in a voice that barely contained an emotion he couldn't even name...

He only knew it was intense and it fired the blood in his veins.

Pulling down his own pants, freeing his straining erection, he pressed her harder into the door...

“You don't LIE to me!” he said, almost in a snarl.

His hands slid over her backside as he lifted her body up…

He could hear her heart beating at a breakneck pace.

So fast, so furious.

The smell of her arousal filled his nostrils and he thrust into her without checking to see if she was ready for him…

Her  scent told him that she was, and Khushi screams out in pleasure as he filled her…

“Truth! My wife!” he said as he began to move within her.

She was still pressed hard to the door, his hands still holding her, but now he was slamming his penis up into her…

His reduction to this animalistic state had her clamping down hard around him within a further minute, her scream in orgasm so loud he felt it all the way inside his bones...

He continued to raise and lower her body on his shaft, her hands finding their way to his shoulders as she held on tight.

Her legs, which had loosened, fastened tightly about him again.

It didn't take him long now and he pounded into her furiously as he shook,  shooting cool fluid up deeply into her body.

Arnav held her against the hard door for a full minute, his erection never softening, until he found his strength to move and carried her away from the front door, her legs still wrapped about him…

Back in their room, he put her down on the bed and stared into her eyes.

Her gaze is stunned, confused and uncertain…

"Arnavji?"

The mad passion that had consumed him had eased, but he still wanted her, needed her, and will have her again.

That much was clear in the dark storm of his eyes.

He didn’t answer her, but parted her legs and came to rest between them…

Her eyes flashed with worry...“I have...have no more strength...please...Please, Arnavji...”

"No...I will NOT have you frightened anymore...I will not have you LIE to me anymore!"

She froze as he held her body down and commanded her gaze...

"You were thinking of that bastard when you fall asleep weren't you?! And it's making you scared! RIGHT!?"

Nothing.

She didn't move.

"ANSWER ME!"

She nodded, but her fear was now evident…

Arnav snarled and anchored his arms beneath her shoulders, curling his hands around them to imprison her in position…"Well...I'm going to give you a different memory to 'pass out' to! No more lies! No! I've had enough of people hurting you! Now, Arnav Singh Raizada, is going to make you faint, but with pleasure! And you'll damn well only think of THIS when you close your eyes!"

"Arnavji…" she tried to hide the anxiety in her voice…"I...I wasn't ...I only thought of it when I woke up...I'm FINE!"

His pelvis held her down as he tore her bra down the middle, hungrily sucking her areola and nipple deep into his mouth...

 "Arnavji!!! Stop, I'm fi-  AHHHHH!"

He rammed his engorged phallus inside her, trying to purge out her lies…
  
Khushi felt as though he'd plugged her into a power socket…

The determination in his eyes was frightening…

"Arnavji...you're scaring me…"

He scowled at her…"I am scaring you!?" withdraw..."ME?!" thrust..."By trying to rid you of fear? By trying to destroy all the negative memories that keep tormenting your mind!?"

She shook her head, running out of any excuse to hide her emotions…

"Well then, sweetheart...If THAT scares you, then you're in for a damn rude awakening!"

Attaching his mouth to her neck, he applied a firm suction to her pulse, and started to pummel inside her…

His nipples grazed over hers as he slid up and down her body…

Their sensitivity becoming greater as they became as hard and sharp as glass…

Khushi's body was out of control…

Arnav's thrusts were pushing her further up the bed…

He released her shoulder momentarily and lifted her bottom to shove a pillow beneath her…

With wide panicked eyes, she screamed…"NO! No more! Please stop! Please!"

But Arnav glared, his stare hard and decided…"You're going to come again!"

She shook, on the verge of agony…"No...it...it will..."

But her womb was gathering all the pain, torture, and horror, and was about  to explode it into a thousand multiple climaxes…

When he speared back inside her, his shaft smashed up against her gspot…

"AHHHHHHHHH! ARNAVJI! NO!...OH!!!!"

Arnav tried to hold her down, but she was manic…

Her body was past the point of sensitive, and now was a raw nerve that he continued to slam into with high voltage…

Khushi was screaming throaty wails that were gradually  becoming louder and harsher…

"Stop! STOP please! PLEASE! Oh...OH!...OH!!!"

Arnav speared, plunged, and penetrated…

His forehead was dripping with sweat, but he was NOT going to give up…

He was going to make her cum...and this one was going to knock her out good.

No more would she remember blacking out to a violent act…

This orgasm was his way of freeing her mind…

Her lips were dry, her breathing sharp, her eyes watering…

"Ar...nav...ji...stop...pl...please…"

His eyes narrowed when he realized her voice was getting hoarse…

"Good…" He growled…"You're ready…"

With her strength gone, and her voice fading, all she could do was try to question his words with her eyes…

Arnav, who was pistoning his length into her at brute speed, leaned down and pressed his mouth to hers…

"Do NOT be scared!" his breath was hot on her lips…"I AM HERE!"

AS he spoke,  she felt her womb ripple with the intro of a frighteningly strong orgasm…

She feebly shook her head…"No...no I can't...no…"

Her pleads fell on deaf ears as he braced her body close and pounded into her with short deep thrusts, keeping up the pressure on her gspot, as his gaze stayed intimately connected to hers…

She had just enough time to whisper his name...and it hit.

Her eyes rolled back in her head, her body convulsed uncontrollably…

An unending stream of fluid surged from her core…

But she didn't make a single sound…

A pleasure like nothing she had ever felt before shocked through her body and mind simultaneously…

Arnav held himself deep inside as he came right along with her, but his climax, as intense as it was, paled in comparison to hers…

As he came down from his ecstasy, he watched in awe and joy as Khushi continued to suffer from intoxicating pleasure…

All thoughts were gone as she succumbed to her body's demands.

This was not an orgasm that rose and fell, this was one that slammed into her at full force, and didn't fade.

She could barely draw in a breath, but instead of remembering the horrors, her body was captivated with pleasure…

She felt a shattering exhaustion grip her chest, but could feel only her husband…

She could feel a blanket of darkness coming over her, but this was a velvet warmth that held only satisfaction and safety…

As she shook and tensed, Arnav began to worry that it WAS too much on her…

But the look on her face was mesmerizing…

Her mind and body were free, experiencing every possible pleasure, from every possible nerve…

He felt her inner muscles fluttering and pulsing, the contractions not easing off…

Arnav was held captivated, remarking to himself how exquisite she looked with her body exposed to him and glowing from the soft light of the room and from the throes of passion.

Leaning down, he pressed his chest into hers, holding her shaking body down to the mattress…

Her face was flushed and her body was throbbing erratically.

The tremors running through her were slowly becoming less violent, but were still pulsing through her...

Leaning in, he breathed..."You can let go...I've got you, in MY arms...and I love you...too damn much...so...so damn much..."

...and finally with three sharp gasps, she collapsed beneath him, slumping against the sheets…

Arnav stared at her, as she lay motionless, fainted from the intensity…

"May you only remember THAT Khushi...No more collapsing from pain...only from pleasure...in my arms...in MY care...My wife..." he smoothed her hair off her damp forehead....

Cuddling her close, he lay down beside her, feeling the strained muscles in his back finally relax...

He lifted his hand to his racing heart..."You are more than I could have ever hoped for...and my heart...is yours…"












This story is coming to an end! but there is one more twist coming your way!!!!! :D

Oh and the reason it took FOREVER to update this story, is because my laptop decided to update 'something' and I had to wipe EVERYTHING from my computer...therefore needing to start again...

Sigh...technology... :)





9 comments:

  1. siiiiiiiiiggggghhhhhhhhhhh................!!!!!!!!!!! would i ever get bored of ur writing......NO ******* WAY....!!!! is there any superlative word to say "I LOVED IT" ??? if there is then pls do apply it here...!!!!

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  2. would you ever get shortage of idean of Arhi Love making,,,,, No... never.... Ever....... everytime you give us something different to read.

    loved the update

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  3. Woahhhhh

    That was intenseeee!!!
    All she can remember now is her husband's love

    Amazinggg update!!!

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  4. Poor girl ! When the hell will Khushi get out of the situation she is in ! Those horrible nightmares haunt her , not letting her sleep peacefully. This time Khushi's reaction was different after Arnav shook her and woke her up ! Khushi had changed ! She was being very indifferent towards Arnav ! Why ? Why was she not speaking up and telling the truth about what her nightmare was ?

    So, as usual our dear Mr. Bond things into his hands. He wanted to make sure that she remembered only him and his love for him, when she slept instead of the nightmares ! Ahhh ! So Mr. Bond on a mission to make Khushi confess to what she saw in her nightmare, erase it completely ! The only way he found right was ofcourse the most evident thing, the Privilaged Place being against the door in their hut and continuing to the Bed of their hut !

    Mr. Bond was so Damn angry with Khushi that he Yanked off the lace and without even thinking if Khushi was ready or not , he just rammed into her ! Khushi trying to refrain herself from responding to his kisses, just letting him take her !

    Whats wrong with this girl ? She has the most loving husband who went out to every length to search for her, not resting for those 8weeks that she had disappeared ! Now she is not responding to his questions, in a way that it seemed as though their relationship was no longer her priority !? *nindy frowns angrily*

    Obviously seeing all this our Mr. Bond made a resolution that when Khushi passes out or sleeps it'll be because of the sweet pain and exhaustion and nothing else ! Everytime he entered or withdrew Mr. Bond said only one thing.. Its me.. I am here ! trying to get all the negativity out of her system!

    Mr. Bond tried every way possible that he knew, even though Khushi protested, to make her come ! In the end he rammed into her making it sure that she didnt get her release for long and had to nearly beg for it and was on the peak and then as if to punish her, he gathered her into his arms but continued with short deep penetrations rubbing her g-spot...and then there came the release so violently, that Khushi herself had never ever experienced this before... Stars, rainbows is all she could see while she shook for a long time, even after Mr. Bond's release ! As if after seeing Khushi lying that way in all her naked glory, Mr. Bond could stay away from touching her again ! He started kissing Khushi only to calm down her still convulsing body !

    Again.. I Am Here.. You Are In My Arms.. Only to see Khushi's body go limp...and go to sleep... Now You Will Always Remember Our Love and dream about us..no more of those nightmares ! In turn Khushi while sleeping felt darkness cover her ! But the only difference this time was, that the darkness was soft and like velvet...!!!! My Heart Is Yours ..he says in the end, and it surely was , is and will be !

    So Mr. Bond succeeded in what he had sought out for doing ! *pats Mr. Bond's back*

    Sarah by any chance does Mr. Bond have a brother who is a carbon copy of his... If so then please inform him that i am waiting here with open arms ! ;D

    This part made me jump in and out of the shower ! I decided to sit in a tub filled with ice cold water and continue reading ! But to my Dismay that didnt help too, as the ice melted, the water started warming up and before i got burnt i got out and decided to stand under shower only !

    Behave yourself Sarah you wouldnt want your Nindy to catch a cold !! Or would you ?*nindy raises one eyebrow with a frown and a question expression*

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  5. Wow this was hot, shocking and amazing !!

    Xx. Chandni ;)

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  6. Loved the update. Awesome.

    -desisweetheart9

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  7. please update this story....
    it's been so long

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