Thursday, January 2, 2014

FF : Take What's Left Of My Heart Part 33 (Conclusion)

 "Just like that?"

Arnav nodded.

Khushi felt a shuddering sense of relief flood her body as her knees began to buckle…

Arnav wrapped his arms around her, "It's over…"

"…it's over…"

"Yes Khushi…you are safe…I am safe…"

Khushi lifted her arms and flung them around his neck…

When he sat her down only an hour before, she never expected to hear that the threat 
was gone.

She knew that Nani and Shyam had been caught, but after living in fear for so long, she 
couldn't quite grasp the fact that she was now free.


"Rishab has Shyam in jail, and Nani is in a women's prison. Their sentences are short, a 
lot shorter than I feel they deserve, but even when they are released, they will be in 
rehab for quite a long time…"

"But how will Di cope with all this?! I can't believe that it ends this fast…"

Arnav became angry…"Khushi! Your family AND Mami are there for DI! But I had to 
suffer your disappearance, your near death, your pain! Damn it can't you just be filled 
with selfishness for one bloody second and rejoice in the fact that IT'S OVER!"


"Thankyou Arnavji…"

He rolled his eyes, "I don’t need to be 'thanked'…but since you are a stickler for the 
ridiculous, I'll just say 'you're welcome'…"

Khushi nuzzled her lips closer to his neck and breathed in his scent…"I love you…"

He withdrew a fraction of an inch…"I will always love you…you have my heart Khushi,
you've always had my heart…"

She rose up on tip toes and kissed him, whispering, "I love you…"

When she pulled back, her expression fell, "So I guess this means, we will be leaving 
our little escape…"

Arnav stared at her as if she'd said something proufoundly insane…"Are you kidding 
me!? We're not going anywhere!"

"But…" she frowned, "But Di, the baby will be coming soon and-"

"And she will handle everything just fine! EVERYONE is there for her, Buaji basically 
counts as three people anyway…"

Khushi smacked his chest, "Hey! But, but she will…"

"WE will be staying here until I SAY SO! We may have been recovering here, but now 
we can regroup, knowing that there is no more threat! And THAT will be liberating!"

Arnav readied himself for her argument, but it never came…

Instead, she jumped up, winding her legs around his waist and kissed him hard.

"Thankyou! I don't want to leave! I don't want anything other than you…just you…"

Smiling wide and bright, Arnav laughed with joy, "THAT'S my girl!"



"You'll have to catch me!!!!!"

Arnav lept up from reclining on the sand, catching the look of pure shock in Khushi's 
eyes as he sprinted towards her…


She ran as fast as she could, and ended up jumping into the ocean, trying to push 
past the waves…

Just as she was going to make a quick turn to the left, his hand caught hers and 

Landing with a thud against his chest, she tried to turn around…

"Uh uh…you stay right there…"

Her heart continued to pound, "Arnavji…"

Spinning her, she now came eye to eye with her primal husband… 

Winding his arms around her waist, he lifted her in his arms…

The cool sea water cascaded down their glistening bodies.

Slowly, he carried her out of the ocean as her legs tightly straddled his waist...

But all care was suddenly thrown to the wind the moment his feet met the large beach 
towel on the sand…

Their slick bodies collided, their lips crashed together, tongues met and tangled.

Her hands plunged into his hair, as she tugged it in a bid to pull his tongue impossibly 
deeper into her mouth. 

Their breathing became rapid and heated, her lungs begged for air as he ravaged her 

She pulled away, panting and needy for complete contact.


Her breathy plea hit his body hard… 

Without warning, he scooped her into his arms, again attacking her lips with the 
ferocity of a starving man who had found a feast.

When she pulled away, gasping for breath, he took his chance and took long strides 
towards their bungalow, hot footing it to the bedroom…

He deposited her on the bed, not quite gently, eliciting a tiny giggle.

But she stopped laughing when she saw the look of pure desire in his espresso eyes.

He peeled her wet sarong away from her body and growled at every inch of her skin 
that came into view…

Her heartbeat sped up as he leaned down, and again their lips met, but not for long.

He pulled his mouth away and left a trail of quick, fevered kisses down her jaw, little 
nips and licks intermingled as his wet, soft lips traced the curve of her neck, finally 
settling on her breast.

Dragging his lips along her plump flesh he found that he wasn't capable of waiting…

Khushi moaned as he took a nipple into his mouth, and sucked, running his tongue 
around and around.

Her hands grasped his hips, pulling his pelvis against her warmth as she moaned and 
arched into his body.

He freed his mouth from the temptation of her pink flesh…

Without giving her a chance to complain, he continued the journey of his mouth 
southward until he reached her soft belly.

He stopped again... “You better be ready sweetheart…because I won't stop until your 
body is spraying juices into my mouth…”

She squeaked in response to his statement…
"I want your hard, hard clitoris pulsing between my teeth as my tongue massages the 

Khushi was now moaning as she spread her legs and tipped her pelvis upward in 
invitation to his oral fixation.

But he changed directions, heading back towards her breasts.

"No…no please…please Arnavji…"

“I love your breasts... these always did things to me Khushi…these breasts of yours 
tormented me… So perfect…. Many times I wanted to drag you back to our room, rip 
your dress off and drive my body into yours…”

“Why... Why aren't you…” and then she swallowed hard, and shouted at him in 
frustration… “Why aren’t you... licking me! You taste everything else but where I 
want you to!”

“Because I am going to torture you... in the most pleasurable of ways...” He growled
 and squeezed her breasts gently.

“Oh, no please…you've teased me a lot…but...”

"Yes…for YOUR own good…and now…now it's for mine…"

She moaned in anticipation and pulled his head to her chest.

He attacked her breast a second time; but he wasn’t without mercy, as one of his 
free hands roamed southward, cupping her wet warmth.

But his hand was there simply there for the ride -- to feel her pelvis writhe and buck 
and grind in reaction to the onslaught of his mouth as he nibbled and pulled her 
nipple gently at first, then not quite so gently. 

"Ahhhhhh! Arnavji! Please, I need…I need you to…to…OH…OH!"

He sucked her breast in deeply, circling her nipple with his tongue, feeling the tiny 
nerves pulse and swell…

It didn’t take long before the fire between her legs surged into the palm of his hand.

She screamed his name over and over as the walls of her most intimate of places 
quivered in release as she tumbled over the edge.

He squeezed her, calmed her, brought her back from ecstasy to a state of bliss.

"How…h…how…do…do you do it…"

Arnav kept his open mouth over her areola as he spoke, ”my mouth worships you…all 
I want is to feel your body at my mercy…"

Khushi smiled, panting until her breath regulated itself once again and she sighed.

He continued to caress her stomach as his lips brushed soft kisses from one breast 
to the other…

"I want…"

Arnav paused…"Want what…tell me…"

"I want to…to pleasure you…I feel so…so guilty for…for denying you pleasure, when 
you give me so much…"

Arnav sucked her nipple firmly as he lifted his head, her nipple soon popping out of 
his mouth…

"Denying me pleasure!?!"

Even in her sedate state, she flinched at his harsh words…

"THIS…" he caged her body in his hands, "IS MY PLEASURE! Your body is... brilliant 
and I want nothing more than to taste you! Seeing your body under my complete 
control, responding to my every touch, kiss, caress, gives me some fucking STRONG 

“I just…I want to…to do something for YOU…"

He suddenly snarled as a grin spread over his face, "Alright then, you difficult, 
stubborn woman, Straddle my face!”

Khushi paled, “What?”

“I want to be on my back looking up at you -- I want a clear view of your face when I 
make you come... and it will be more much more pleasurable for you, too. This position 
allows me to taste you more deeply, hitting your sweet spot from a certain angle... an 
angle I can effectively achieve from this position. With my tongue and long, manly, 
talented fingers I will be able to access both your clit and your G spot--”

“I can't…I can't…you…you won't be…I…It's not…” she squeaked as he pulled her up 
and on top of him…

“…I can barely withstand that feeling when I’m laying down…"

"You'll take it…" he said firmly.

"You won't be…won't be able to find it…" she said trying to discourage him…

"I was BORN to find that brilliant little place just behind the front wall of your vagina, 
between the back of the pubic bone and the cervix…” he glared at her, trying to 
prove his point, "I will ALWAYS find it…"

Arnav then pulled her high over his shoulders, even though he could feel her 

"Hold on…" he instructed as she grabbed the cool metal rails of the headboard, gritted 
her teeth, and balanced on her knees as he centred her core over his mouth…


“I won't let you move off me until I suck every drop of pleasure out of your body…,” he 
growled into her as his breath swept up through her channel.

She whimpered as his tongue licked the length of her labia from front to back, and then 
back to front, slowly, gently.

His hands guided the angle of her pelvis as he grasped her hips, stilling them as she 
reacted, fighting his strength in a futile attempt to writhe away from his mouth.

He dipped his tongue inside her walls, licked and pulled out, tasting her slick, musky 
warmth, smelling her arousal.

He moaned as his own senses were filled with the essence of her... his Khushi.

He pressed his tongue flat against her clitoris, and then began it all over again.

"I…oh…God…" She couldn’t control herself as she tried desperately to thrust her 
pelvis more firmly into his mouth.

He looked up at her, transfixed by the beauty of her breasts bouncing and the exertion 
on her face as she sought to release the rapidly building orgasm that was surging, 
rising in her.

He inserted a finger into her opening and pressed that spot he had explained in such 
detail, and then pulsed it as he rapidly flicked his tongue over her clit in a succession 
of percussive assaults…

With a gasp and a grunting scream, her entire womb and walls shuddered almost 
violently, thrumming against his still-inserted finger.

"AHHHHH!!!! OH! OH OH OH!!!!!!!!!!"

And as she groaned and yelled, her gspot squired...

His open mouth covered her vagina and sucked, wallowing her pleasured rush, 
drinking her down, suckling hard…

He felt the fluttering seizure of her muscles trying to trap his tongue inside of her.

Finally, She collapsed backwards onto his legs, her chest heaving, her body utterly 
spent, arms straight at her sides, legs astride his chest, her back pressed up against 
his erect, firm and ready penis.

But he was now sitting up, his lips still suctioned to her core…

Rain started to beat on the walls and windows…

Lightening flashed outside and lit up the room…

As though the lightning struck his own body, his mouth released her…

He could  smell her arousal, and feel the slickness of her readiness as he pulled her 
torso up against his chest…

"Khushi…Khushi Raizada, I LOVE you…"

She tried to reply, but soon felt the tip of his penis grazing over her swollen and ready 
Tears were in her eyes now, as they held each other's gazes, transfixed, lost in their 
brown depths.

"I…I have no…no strength…no…"

With a slow, steady and gentle motion, he clutched her tighter and slid inside her…

"I won't let go…"

And as he began to penetrate her, she released her mind’s control over her body,  
letting herself be swept away once again by the storm of his love washing over hurt, 
the feeling of his warmth, the touch of his hands…

He could feel her trying to ride him, to help along their lovemaking even though she 
was exhausted…

Keeping himself inside her, he pressed his hand to her back and slowly spun their 
bodies around, laying her back against the bed…

Once again, she was trapped beneath her husband…about to receive another series 
of climaxes that would once again send her spiraling…

Anchoring her body close, his mouth touched hers as his thrusts became faster, 
deeper, stronger…

Her hot breath was fanning his lips as she moaned…

"Feel me…Long…thick…touching every centemeter inside you…so deep…"

Khushi was whimpering endlessly…

"I'm going to thrust deeper…"

And he flexed his hips, tantalizing her insides with his body… 

She sucked in a shrill breath as an orgasm began to start…

"Oh…I lo…love…I love you…I love you!"

"Shut up you crazy woman and COME FOR ME! HARD! AND DON'T STOP! COME! 

Her piercing scream won out over the thunder's rumbling…


With a fierce suction, her body tried desperately to swallow him up…

And with a superhuman strength, Arnav clutched her body tight, restraining her, 
holding her close to suffer every last contraction even though she was in shatters…

Her channel gushed around him, a wave so forceful and torrid that he lost his control…

His back stiffened as his testicles seized up and he let out a drastic roar as his semen 
surged like lava inside her…


Hours later, as he began to wake, he saw that his body was still tangled with hers…

Even though is phallus was now soft, it still rested shallowly inside her core…

His limbs ached, and he licked his lips, still able to taste her…

He smiled, "You…are incredible…" his fingers gently brushed some stray strands of 
her hair away from her eyes…

Her eyelashes flickered, and soon her eyes shone into his…


She gave him a sleepy smile…"H…Hi…"

"You're still tired?"

Khushi nodded…

"Well then, Mrs. Raizada, I shall tend to your every need…"

"Mmmm…that sounds good…I could get used to this…"

He nudged her slightly and kissed her neck, letting his tongue slide over her pulse…

"Until we get home, then you can get back in the kitchen and cook jalebi yourself…"

Arnav expected her to snide him and tell him off, but instead, she shook her head and 
calmly said, "Sure...I will get fat…"

Lifting an eyebrow, he bit her gently…"oh really? Care to tell me why my love?"

Her hands slid up to his face as she held him, "Because that's what happens when a 
woman is pregnant…"

His eyes widened, and his jaw dropped…"You…you're…"

And she nodded.

I's ended...
I loved this story too...
But I shall now be working on all the other stories I've yet to finish!
So stay tuned! And PLEASE leave your comments!
They really encourage me!


  1. it was beautiful. I so love them both.
    waiting for Libbi to come back,

  2. omg!!
    this was sooo awesome!
    love it when you write about new positions girl!
    keep rocking and writing new stuff!

  3. so sad this story has ended

    but fortunately Shyam and Nani was caught and now Khushi is safe

    so sweet she is pregnant

  4. Amazing Update *Blushing long and hard*

    You write brilliantly girl, you are awesome.

    I am waiting for Heartbeats. Can't have enough of libbi and cute talks.

    P.S I heard you are making your blog restricted? Please put a note a week before so I can give my email ID

    P.P.S Merry Christmas and Happy New Year


  5. Thia is the best ending for ff.....they r happy.... she is pregnant and all is good now.....

    Loved the update

  6. Awesome work. Love your writings.

  7. OMG Sarah!!!! This is amazing I loved ur ending. You're just such a fabulous writer I can never say enough to praise u. And damn was it hot! Perfect stuff never stop writing :)

  8. this is awesoommeeee!!!
    update today please please please!!!

  9. So another one of your beautiful story came to an end
    I must it was a wonderful end
    Awww arshi will be soon having their own little one!!!
    Your writing has through out been've penned down each emotion beautifully..

    They finally got their happiness in each other!!

    I hope it brings along loads of happiness and prosperity for all

    Amazinggg update!!!

  10. Hi Sarah

    I have just discovered your work and this is the first story of yours I have completed over a friends recommendation. This story of yours was simply amazing with unforseen plot twists and drama galore in amidst a couple beautifully in love, and my that love was expressed in the most passionate of ways!!

    You have a perfect balance of drama and love and I cannot wait to start reading more of your stories. The next on my recommendation is Frozen,and its sequel Breakout? I will let you know what I think as soon as I have read them!

    Manreet :)

  11. No words. I m dieing to read and re read again n again again. Y u r not writing pregnant kushi and arnav romance. But u r v special for me bez of whom i cry at 1/2 o clock at night. I wll tel u a secret later. And y u r not replying any of our comments. By diya cute

  12. haiiiii such a beautiful ending for an awesome story.i cannot believe it's over,this story has captured my interest from the begining and i am going to re-read it when ever i have time.
    u r an amazinly talented writer and this story is going to be another jewel in the crown.really appreciate the time and effort u r taking to give us new stories about our fav jodi.
    thx for the update,loved it


  13. You are such an amazing writer! This was the perfect end to an amazing story! Camt wait to read more :)

  14. Happy New Year! I'm always so sad when ur stories end... Nice ending to a wonderful story. Thank you for your continuous work!

  15. wishing you a very happy new year...that was like the best way yo kick start the new your...thanks
    loved the ending
    hope you have a blessed year ahead and allow us the privilege of reading your stories

  16. IPKKND - Arnav and KhushiJanuary 16, 2014 at 10:54 PM

    Hi! :)

    Happy New Year! May you have a prosperous year full of happiness and joy! :)

    "Take What's Left Of My Heart" was a very saddening story in the beginning when Arnav's anger got the best of him and he raped Khushi. Also, how after the act Khushi had a temporary memory lost and the way she was jolted back to reality of her being raped by the person she loves. Honestly, I can not imagine Arnav going to such great lengths to hurt Khushi. I can not imagine Arnav raping Khushi. However, that didn't keep me away from reading your wonderful story and just like your other work this story became very intriguing as I kept reading chapter by chapter. I thoroughly enjoyed reading it! :)

    You did a great job with describing Arnav and Khushi's emotions and the gradual way their character developed and their relationship progress.

    I liked how you have shown Arnav extremely and genuinely regretting raping Khushi. Also, he was extremely and genuinely regretting all of his past actions and the hurtful words that he had spoken to Khushi. What showed me this was not only his state of mind but also the way he took Khushi's hurtful behaviour with a "I deserve this" attitude. I really like how you have written Arnav not forcefully asking Khushi to give him another chance or forgive him because he knew he was in the wrong and he completed accepted it. Arnav even nicely accepted the fact that he won't be apart of Khushi's life anymore but he will still protect her and just her presence in the house is enough for him. This was nicely portrayed when Arnav was getting ready for work he heard Khushi's voice downstairs and thought to himself I will go to work for Khushi to give her happiness and to protect her. Also, how Arnav left early for work and came back late just so Khushi could live in peace showed me that. I really liked Arnav's character progression from ASR who hurt Khushi to Arnav who regretted everything he did and said to Khushi.

  17. IPKKND - Arnav and KhushiJanuary 16, 2014 at 10:56 PM

    I understand why Khushi forgave Arnav for raping her because unconditional love and care can overpower hurt. However, I really liked how you showed Khushi wanted to and actually gave Arnav the same amount of pain and suffering that he had caused her. I think this act of doing the same to Arnav was the start of the healing process for Khushi. In addition, Arnav's love and care had made Khushi slowly healed by showing her how a married couple in love live their life. I really liked how you have made Khushi take her time to accept Arnav and not rush in to the relationship. Overall, I liked the way you have wrote Khushi's character as a strong person thinking of herself in her relationship with Arnav and I also like the realistic way you have progressed their relationship.

    Nani! I understood what Nani did was to protect her family but Nani failed to understand what happened with Anjali was not Khushi's fault, it was Shyam's. She failed to understand Arnav's irrevocable love for Khushi, when the prove was right in front of her with Arnav's nonstop search for his wife.

    You did a fantastic job with making Nani a villain. A villain who is so blinded by her family honour and Anjali's well being that she does not see she was hurting the same two people who she was trying to protect. Arnav for sending Khushi away as result Anjali was double suffering. First because of Shyam being in jail then because of Arnav's absence and constant worrying for Arnav's well being. Nani brought Shyam back for Anjali and that is fine because Anjali is pregnant. But Nani thought that everything would be fine by keeping Khushi away. Nani didn't understand that keeping Khushi forever away from their life would have made Arnav suffer for life. I guess that is why Nani is going to rehab. There were other ways Nani could have dealt with the situation rather than blaming and making the innocent suffer, Khushi. But then we would have missed just a fantastically and intriguingly written story. Great job with the plot! :)

    Shyam was initially very brutal to Khushi. Eespically the stove scene you wrote was too the point of the charater, Shyam. I could have imagined Shyam in the show, IPKKND doing that. Wonderful job with Shyam's character. It was surprising to read when Shyam teamed up with Nani he didn't want to hurt Khushi in fact he didn't want anything to do with her. I guess the time spend in jail has made him learn his lesson. You showed how going to jail can change even a person like Shyam but unfortunately his circumstances were not in his favour. To get out of jail Shyam had to team up with Nani to get rid of Khushi the same person he threatened and went to jail.

  18. IPKKND - Arnav and KhushiJanuary 16, 2014 at 10:59 PM

    I like how you showed Shyam as an honest person telling Nani that he will be a fake loving husband to Anjali and Nani still released him knowing that he doesn't love Anjali. I guess because Nani needed his help and also because Anjali needed Shyam. I have to add Nani slapped Shyam and he didn't say anything or react.

    Rehab for Shyam is probably because of the dangerous actions he took (stove scene) and threats he said to get Khushi initially. Rehab for Shyam is also because of his involvement with Nani since they were a team and I guess they both were blamed for Khushi almost choking to death in the hotel room. I think you did a great job with starting of Shyam as the evil character and then the gradual revelation of Nani as the evil brains behind Khushi's disappearance.

    My favourite parts has to be when Arnav and Khushi were initially led to a hideout and where Arnav was drugged. I liked how Khushi ran in pain to the police to get help for Arnav. It showed me how Khushi has fully forgiven Arnav from her heart and loves him unconditionally that Arnav's pain is more important to her than her own. Another part was when Arnav finds Khushi in the cafe dancing and how he protects her from Ratul and his friend. I liked reading Arnav and Khushi life on the beach after Khushi was almost choked to death.

    Payal character as a protective sister was wonderfully written. I liked how you showed Payal as a protective sister who stood up to Shyam and was even going to do something about Shyam after he nearly burned Khushi alive in the kitchen. Payal love for Khushi was shown beautifully with their sisterly time spend together and with Payal attacking Shyam in jail. I liked reading a confident, strong and protective Payal. I also like reading Khushi and Payal sisterly time spent together.

    The character of Rishabh was also very nice to read. Rishabh really turned out to be a good support and a true friend to Arnav. I enjoyed reading Rishabh's character. The whole investigation Rishabh and Arnav did to find out who was trying to break Arnav and Khushi was very interesting and intriguing. You showed Arnav as a true smart businessman who first got suspicious that it could be one of his family members because Aman could make a ticket easily but doesn't have access to the house. I really liked how Nani and Shyam was found guilty by Rishabh and that too so easily because Nani and Shyam didn't hide their plans well.

    The plot of this story, the way you have narrated the story/scenes in fact the whole story was beautifully written. For instance, Arnav and Khushi's emotions throughout the story, their separation and meeting was very nicely written. As I was reading I could imagine the scene. I could also imagine the locations, what the characters (Arnav, Khushi and many others...) were feeling and going through. Great job! :D

    1. I LOVE ALL MY COMMENTORS TO PIECES!!!!!!!!! BUT I JUST HAD TO REPLY TO YOU! What epic reiteration of my stories! i love long comments like this, it shows me how my readers have truly understood what i am trying to get across through words :D thankyou so much!