Climbing closer, he held her body tightly against his…
Her arms gripped around his arms, squeezing.
Her breaths came more rapidly as Arnav lifted her
hospital shirt over her head…
He moved her backwards as he kissed her…
As her back touched the bed, her hands hung on tight…
"Khushi, I'm not going anywhere…"
Holding her wrists, he braced her arms on either side
of her head and looked down towards her chest…
Her eyes slammed shut, "I look so horri-"
"Don't you DARE complete that sentence!"
The power in his voice hushed her completely…
Keeping a firm hold on her arms, he lowered his head
and gently pressed his tongue against her nipples, moving from one side to the
next, until she was panting and squirming beneath him…
Releasing her hands, he held her torso as his mouth
coasted down from the tip of her breast over the warmed skin of her belly.
Her breath stuttered when his lips reached the tender
skin above her sex.
Carefully, his fingers pulled at her underwear…
He threw them over his shoulder and with his strong
hands, he forced her legs to open to him.
“No...no...Arnavji...you can't...i'm...” She was
staring at him, her expression stricken with fear and embarrassment.
“I’m...I'm... "
The look on his face was sincere and concerned,
"You're what sweetheart?"
"I'm…I'm wet.”
Her words were pained, barely audible.
It must have cost her the Earth to utter them.
Her innocence only heightened his possessiveness...
The fact that she was unaware of what her body was
doing made him all the more determined to protect and claim her...
“Khushi…" he paused, as her scent suddenly
reached him…
Growling, he continued, "Khushi, that's supposed
to happen... shhhhhh...”
"Just lay back…breathe…and let me love you…"
And his fingers touched her…
She gasped as he parted her soft, pink flesh…
Leaning in, he licked her from her dripping centre to
her sensitive firming clitoris....
She shook, emitting a high keening sound.
Bewildered.
Aroused.
Shocked.
Her hips jerked, her back coming clear off the bed.
Arnav stayed with her, steadying her hips firmly in
his hands as he licked, tongued and sucked her until she was moaning
incoherently, her head thrashing against the pillow.
Hips, slim and giving, demanded, cajoled, pled for
satisfaction, his arms pushed her legs wider, granting him full access to her
swollen, wet heat.
He pleasured her with long languid strokes before
catching the sensitive nub at the hood of her sex between his lips.
He saturated it with his tongue and then enclosed it
in his mouth.
Khushi's moans became louder and somewhat afraid...
He stopped instantly and looked up at
her..."Khushi...? Khushi talk to me, are you okay?"
Her palpitating heart made her voice
raspy..."I...I...something is ...happening....I don't...know what...It
is...I'm...I'm worried..."
His eyes held hers..."Khushi...don't be
afraid...I will NEVER hurt you...just relax...let the feeling take over...I
won't let anything bad happen to you..."
Her chest heaved, "But you…"
"I LOVE you…only you…"
Slowly, she closed her eyes…
Staring hungrily at her sex, he suckled her once more.
Firmly…
He suctioned his mouth to her, unrelenting on the
pressure …
Khushi submerged into a paroxysm of pleasure.
Her cry, high and plaintive, sounded as if it had been
ripped from her throat.
Her back bowed tight before she let out a shuddering
deep moan...
He kept his mouth on her clit until the last pulse
swam through her...
She went limp beneath him, satiated and spent.
"My God you are glorious…"
Arnav surged with pride that he was the only one who
would ever make her feel like that…
He wanted to watch her come again.
He wanted to be inside her when she did.
But he wasn't going to push her…
He placed one last kiss on her damp centre and she
whimpered, her hips undulating in response…
As he came up over her, he saw her tears…
"Khushi?" his worry
escalated…"Khushi…talk to me…what's-"
"please…" she interrupted…"I don't want
anyone else to be my first...i only want you...you frighten me, yet you protect
me...you hate me, yet you love me...you're rough with me, yet you're the
gentlest man i've ever known...please..."
Arnav stopped her...pressing his lips to hers...
His heart hurt hearing her two-sided perception
of him...
He became determined to change that...
With tears filling his eyes, he said, "I love
you...I only want to love you...always..."
He forced himself to go slow, kissing her cheeks, and
slowly moving to her neck…
"Your body is so beautiful Khushi…I have always
thought so…"
His mouth moved to her chest…
He gently slid the length of his tongue along her
sensitive nipples.
“Oh God... Arnavji...”
Arnav ran his tongue from her breasts to her mouth and
her lips parted...
He gently slid his tongue inside her mouth...
She could taste her own musky scent on his tongue…
Their passion became frantic…
His lips slathered her neck with hot kisses...
He caught her nipples between his lips...never using
his teeth...
Arnav was so hard that he hurt.
"Khushi…Khushi look at me…"
Her eyes locked onto his, but what she felt next made
her gasp...
Hard.
Firm.
He dragged his hardness over her wet folds and her
eyes fluttered.
What he saw in them froze him in place.
Bloody hell, he didn’t want to scare her more...
Looking at her intently, he spoke
softly..."Khushi...I...I will never hurt you...I'm...I'm so in love with
you...Please...Please don't be frightened of me..."
Tears moistened her eyes...."I...I..."
Guilt swamped his heart…"I am so sorry…I have
made you feel this way…I will stop......nothing has to happen...i'm not going
to scare you anymore..."
Khushi held onto him with all her strength when she
felt him starting to move away...
"no.....no....don't... Please..."
"khushi...I don't want to force you..."
"Do…do you really…" her voice drifted off...
"Do I really what?"
She seemed nervous to speak, so he gently lifted his
hand to her face, "Khushi, you can ask me anything…I'm yours…all of
me…"
Her lips parted…
He waited…
"Do you really love me?"
That's what she's worried about!? Do
I LOVE her?!
He held her down and stared deep into her
eyes..."I promise you, with all my heart…that I love you more than I ever
thought I could love anyone…"
Seeing his sincerity made her heart weep...
He held his concrete erection still against her soft
female flesh...
“then…take my nightmares away...please Arnavji...” she
whispered tearfully…
Arnav prisoned his aching member between her legs,
snug up against her mound.
His arms trembled, but not from physical strain...
He thought he had lost her...
He thought he would never be able to express his love
to her...
And yet here her was…
Arnav was now about to make love to his wife…
His desperation became urgent.
He felt her fingers on his neck as her arms held him
tight…
He felt her panting breaths against his neck…
He didn’t need her touch him to excite him...
She merely had to be in the same room and his body
would pulse with electricity...
His mouth came down onto hers in a soft kiss of
husbandly possession...
"Khushi...this will hurt for a moment...I won't
continue until you say..."
Her eyes opened to gaze into his..."I don't want
to be someone elses...make me yours...p...pl...please..."
He coudln't take it anymore…
He thrust hard into her, breaking her vigrin centre
and filling her deeply till he was fully encased in her slick heat.
Arnav felt his heart get stabbed when he heard her
shrill cry of pain…
Her body went rigid, her fingernails digging into his
neck…
She was so tight...
He gritted his teeth as he strived for control.
Remaining motionless inside her, he let her become accustomed to his size…
"It's okay...It's okay...I won't continue till
you want me to...shhhh..."...he held her gently
Her small cries were breaking his heart…
He kissed her trembling lips..."i love you...it's
okay...i love you..."
"Hurts…" she whimpered…
"Shhh…just breathe…"
When her muscles started to relax and her hands
started to loosen their grip, he gazed into her eyes…
"Keep your eyes on mine…"
His exit was excruciatingly slow , as he wanted to
savor the feel of her, memorize the way her muscles contracted around him.
His reentry was swift and jolting.
She gasped, her pupils dilating further, her face was
a picture of ecstasy and pain...
Her hair a silken black tangle on white bed sheets.
He continued his slow penetrations, as her pelvis soon
became accustomed to his movements...
Arnav eyes watched her closely…
The was she slowly blinked…
The way her lips parted as she let out an involuntary
moan, making Arnav twitch harder inside her…
As their eyes searched each other's, Arnav voice spoke
shakily... "i...i love you...so much..."
Khushi absorbed his honest,
heartfelt words as he made love to her...
His mind released its control to his hips as he moved
faster inside her.
Their mouths met in hot, wet kisses...
Their lips brushed each others everytime he shook her
with his thrusts...
He heard her quickening breaths, felt her small gasps,
drank in her moans...
He registered the tremors of her release…
"Arn…Arnav…Arnavji…I'm…"
"Come for me sweetheart…"
Instantly, her muscles contracted strong and hard
around him…
Arnav gathered her quaking body closer, whispering his
love for her against her lips as he continued to penetrate her slowly ...
Khushi's cries of pleasure started igniting once more…
Her hands now lay on the bed beside her as her
inner muscles began contracting as a second orgasm violently shattered
through her…
The reality of the moment hit him...
Khushi was alive...
Khushi was his wife...
Khushi was ...his...
He became utterly and completely undone, giving
himself up to an orgasm that wracked his body inside out, wringing him dry.
Making love to Khushi had touched every one of
his senses ...
This had not been just sex. ..
Their bodies became one...they belonged to each
other...
It took several minutes for them to recover...
"Arnavji..."
He lifted head to face and saw her trying to say
something...
"i love you...so damn much...i'm not leaving
you...i was never going to leave you... And now...after this... There is no way
in hell ANYONE can separate us...you're mine Khushi..."
"I…I always wanted to be yours…"
Her words humbled him, "Khushi…" he lowered
his eyes, "Forgive me…please…I can't live with what I have done to
you…"
She let out a tired yawn, "I… I have already
forgiven you…because…be…because…I love you…"
Tears filled his eyes…"Oh God…I love you…"
Arnav slowly kissed her...
His heart burst with love as he felt her surrendering
to his kiss...
Her fear evaporated…
Her mind solely on fixed on her husband…
Arnav's thoughts were repeating the same
thing..."Please don't let this feeling leave her...let her remember this
each time she's afraid..."
The kiss broke naturally and their eyes opened to see
daylight pouring into the room...
He saw her beautifully flushed face...her messed up
hair...her reddened lips...her glassy eyes...
She was the perfect picture of a thoroughly loved
woman and his whole body surged with pride...
Arnav started to move off her, but her hands tightened
around his neck, fear resurfacing in her eyes...
"I'm not going anywhere..." he whispered as
he softly kissed her...
He kept nipping her lips with his...letting their
breath mingle…
"Breathe…" he whispered, and he felt her
cringe with discomfort as he withdrew from inside her…
He rolled his body partially off her and placed his
hand flat on her abdomen..."you'll probably feel a bit tender there
today...if you need something...anything...please don't be the 'crazy,
I-can-do-anything' Khushi...please ask me..."
Khushi smiled slightly and nodded...
Arnav lay beside her with his head propped up on one
arm, his hand still laying gently on her belly...
"Arnavji?'
His eyes looked into hers, and he arched his brow in
inquiry...
"w...what... Happened...to me? After you found
me?" Her voice was sleepy and still somewhat afraid...
Arnav's mind flashed with memories from the past few
days...
His eyes filled with tears as he brought his hand up
to cup her face...
"why don't you try to sleep for a bit...i know
you're tired..."
"P..please tell me?"...
His eyes held immense amounts of pain..."I...I
thought i had lost you..."
"How did you... find me?"
"Khushi...i...I can't talk about this now...and i
know it's not good for you to get stressed...so please...please listen to
me...I will tell you everything...once i take you home...once you're well...i
promise..."
Khushi was too emotionally exhausted to push
anymore...she just nodded...
"I promise...i will tell you..."
Her head spiked up again..."Wait…Oh no! My
family? Are they?...do they know?"
Moving closer, he tried to calm her, "Shhh, they
know you're alright...i have been calling them, letting them know how you
are..."
She sighed..."thankyou..." ....but almost
instantly after she said it, she gasped in horror...
Arnav quickly moved closer leaning over
her..."What? Are you okay? Khushi talk to me...!"
She grabbed his arm..."Anjaliji!? Is she? Oh my
god...is she okay? I need to talk to her...i need to apologize..."
Khushi tried desperately to sit up only to clutch her
stomach and let out a stinging cry of pain…
"No!.....Khushi.....stop!...."
Arnav was now sitting up holding her against his
chest, his arms wound tight around her..."Di knows...yes she is okay...she
is hurting for what...for what's happened...but she is fine...Nani is with
her..."
Khushi began to cry on Arnav's shoulder..."I
didn't know....i didn't know I swear! I didn't know he was......"
Arnav closed his eyes tightly clenching his
jaw...."sshhh....don't say anything...you are NOT at fault here...please
shhhhh..."
Her shoulders shook...
She could no longer suppress her tears..."I...I
can't...stop...months of sadness… rejection… secrecy… Arn...Arnavji...I
can't...I can't..."
Arnav held her fragile body close to his…
His protective hand held her neck as her head fell
back, her eyes blurred with tears…
The moment he saw the pain there he started shaking
his head..."no....no please.....no I've NEVER been able to cope seeing
your tears...please sweetheart...stop...crying..."
Her voice, now completely choked with sobs, gently
rasped out the words..."I'm sorry..." as her body collapsed in his
arms...
He knew her emotions were still in deep trauma from
what happened, but seeing her faint as he held her, broke him.
Pulling, her body close, he wept into her hair…
........
An hour or so later, the room's phone started to ring,
signalling that the doctor was on his way...
Arnav lay Khushi down and kissed her tearstained
cheeks...
He quickly answered the phone…
The doctor told him he'd be coming in 10 minutes…
Arnav turned back to Khushi…
He quickly pulled on sweatpants and a shirt and waited
for the doctor…
Khushi started to moan again, mumbling the word
"no"...
Arnav felt instant fury spread through him..."is
she dreaming that Shyam...?...No way in hell..!!!..."
He rushed to Khushi's side and pulled her up against
him, pressing his lips firmly to hers...
She instantly stilled, woken by his kiss.
Breathing in his scent, she opened her eyes slowly and
he pulled back to look at her...
"y...you..." Khushi stammered...
Arnav remained quiet...
She breathed out the words... "you...st...stopped
him..."
Relief swept through him..."you bet i bloody well
did..."
"How did you...how did you know?"
"You were dreaming...i heard you cry...there is
no damn way that i will let him win...you are MINE...and I will try to destroy
any fears you have....."
She blinked slowly...registering the power and
supremacy of her husband…
"Now, let me help you get dressed, the doctor
will be here soon…"
Lifting the white top over her head, he carefully
threaded her arms through and let the material slide down over her…
He let his eyes catch a glimpse of her breasts and he
snarled with pride…
"You are so gorgeous…"
"…really?"
There was a brief knock on the door as the doctor
swiped his I.D card and entered the room...
Khushi didn't even flinch...all her attention was on
Arnav...
When the Doctor finally approached she looked over
calmly...
Arnav slowly released her and greeted him...
"this won't take long...i'll just check her
pulse, temperature, blood pressure etcetera ...why don't you go and shower
while I assess your wife...you look quite tired...and i'm sure it will help
you..."
"no...no i'm staying...I won't lea..." His
voice stopped when he felt Khushi's hand squeeze his...
"Arnavji...go...please look after yourself...you
said yourself that you don't want to stress me...i will be worried if you don't
look after yourself...please..."
"No, I don't want to leave you…"
"Please…I am worried about you…"
The tone of her voice showed her concern and
Arnav reluctantly nodded…
He looked back at Khushi one more time before taking
the fastest shower on record…
He dressed even faster and came out to find her bed
empty…
His heart started to race..."I BLOODY KNEW IT!
KHUSHI!??!!" he ran to the door about to leave when he heard his name…
"Mr. Raizada?"
Arnav turned ...
He saw Khushi and the doctor both standing on the
opposite side of the room...
He rushed to her and lifted her in his
arms..."What the hell are you making her do!?!?!"
"Arnavji...shhhh...."
His voice stilled....
"Sir...i needed to see how Mrs. Raizada's body is
healing from the hypothermia...we just went for a small walk around the
room...her balance is still a bit off, but she's doing very well...her
temperature is normal...there are no signs of any organ damage...no signs of
pneumonia...her blood pressure is still a bit low so she shouldn't walk for
long periods of time...but she is doing well..."
Arnav turned to look at Khushi...he exhaled and leaned
his forehead against hers...
"I'm sorry for worrying you" the doctor
continued..."...but i thought you'd take longer...."
Arnav kissed Khushi's forehead and walked back to the
bed...placing her down gently...
"Sir, may i speak with you privately for a
moment...?"
Arnav's mind stood at attention...he softly ran his
fingers through Khushi's hair..."I'll be back in a minute..."
She smiled softly and nodded…
Turning, he walked anxiously to hear what the doctor
wanted to say...
"She is doing well...her body is recovering quite
fast...you being here with her has had a dramatically positive effect on her
recovery...her mental state though...she told me she's been having
nightmares...is she easily calmed once she wakes???"
"Sometimes...i've tried not to talk about too
much with her..."
"well..it can be helpful for her to talk about
some things....you should be aware though, it's normal to experience
flashbacks...and sometimes they can appear very real...so be patient with
her..."
"absolutely...I...I do need to tell you something
though..."
"Sir...the most effective approach is love...the
way you love her is definitely helping her recover...there is no need to
explain anything to me...her heartbeat is strong, her color is very
healthy…"
Arnav looked down and smiled..."thankyou...and i
am sorry for my..."
"Mr. Raizada... Your situation is
delicate...there is no need to apologize...please excuse me now, i'll be back
in another hour..."
.........
Arnav went to sit back down next to Khushi...
He lifted his hand and stroked her cheek with
his knuckle.
"Are you okay sweetheart?"
Khushi looked up at Arnav…
She was about to respond when she saw movement…
She looked past him and her eyes suddenly grew large
with fright...
Arnav saw her fear and quickly gripped her
shoulder..."Khushi? Khushi what's wrong?"
She couldn't speak…
She stared... at the hospital door…
Arnav shook her, "Khushi!"
He quickly turned round to see where her gaze was...
On the door.
He turned back to her..."Khushi...Khushi what's
wrong?"
She brought her frightened gaze to his
eyes..."he...he...he was there...Ar...Arnavji..he...Shyamji was ...was
there!"
Arnav stood up and ran to the door...
Unlocking it, he swung it open and his eyes
searched the hallways...not once leaving the doorway to Khushi's room...
No one.
He relocked the door and came back to Khushi's side,
and while holding her close, he got out his phone and called hospital
security..."Has ANYONE other than the doctor been up to this floor?"
"no sir, the elevators haven't moved since the
head doctor left and we have guards on all entries and exits...no one has been
in or out..."
Arnav saw Khushi's hands shaking and he hung up...
Taking her hands in his he brought them up to his
lips, bringing warmth to her trembling fingers...
"Khushi...security has said that no one has been
up here...so please don't worry..."
Her bloodshot eyes darted up to his..."I saw
him...I...I did...I know...I saw him..."
Her tears were flowing and her cries got louder...
Arnav despised Shyam for causing her so much pain, so
much distress...
He tried to soothe her, but she pulled back...
Before he could stop her, she swiftly tried to get up
out of the bed...
"Khushi?! What's wrong? Khushi!?"
"He was there! I saw him! I..I.."
She was desperate to prove her point...
Arnav stood up ready to stop her
The instant Khushi stood up, she felt light headed...
The color leached from her face as her knees buckled
beneath her..."Arnavji....."
“I have you Khushi...shhhhh” ...Arnav caught her
easily in his arms
Helping her back onto the bed , he lay her down,
leaning over her caressing her face...
“I'm so sorry...If i had not been so stupid...if i had
not been such a dictator...if I had not left you alone so much or at least made
sure you knew how very much I love you, then all this would not have
happened...”
“You… you loved me even then? But you...you never said
that before.”
“I should have,” he said remorsefully…“I should have
told you a hundred times a day how I felt. I love you, Khushi...”
Arnav lowered his head and kissed her, softly at first
and then with such fierce intensity he could feel her quivering against his own
trembling body.
“I love you…and I won't stop telling you…” he
whispered, repeating the words over and over…
He slanted his mouth over hers and kissed her
harder....
His lips warm and insistent...
His tongue gliding smoothly over hers...
His harsh breathing...
Her throaty moans of pleasure and the rasp of clothing
were the only sounds in the humid space.
The ravenous kiss slowed.
Arnav murmured against her damp skin, trailing kisses
down her neck to the swell of her breasts.
His fingertips swept her hair from her face, drifting
down her jawline to stroke the pulse beating in her throat. ..
Her pulse...
His mind flashed back to the silence of when her heart
stopped...
Arnav felt like he'd been struck hard with pain...
"Khushi..." his voice breaking ..."I
almost lost you...I WILL NOT let anything or anyone hurt
you...EVER...please...please believe me..."
Khushi looked up at him...
"I. ..believe you...I just...I..."
His heart exploded with love for this precious
and fragile woman...
“Shhhh” he whispered, caressing her face, and kissed
her more fully, tasting her sweet breath, dipping into the soft recesses of her
mouth. ..
Arnav lifted Khushi’s hands around his neck, circling
him...
Pulling him onto her body he pressed himself into her
grinding his hips against hers, acutely aware that she felt so right in his
arms, fit so perfectly, and wondered how he ever lived before her...
His hands slipped beneath her clothes, covering her
ribcage, and moving slowly up, until his fingers brushed lightly against the
hardened nubs of her breasts...
Khushi involuntary arched her back, but still let out
a small hiss of pain...
Arnav slipped his hands out and easily lifted
her torso up...pulling them into a sitting position...he stood up and pulled
the large screen in front of them...blocking their view from anyone...
He positioned himself in front of her again and pushed
the garment from her shoulders, gazing down at the lush fullness of her
breasts...
Khushi tried to cover herself but Arnav gently held
her hands away shaking is head...
"Arnavji...I have bruises everywh..."
He looked straight up at her
whispering..."shhhhhh sweetheart..."
Arnav kept his eyes on hers...
Slowly, carefully, he lifted his hand, let his palm
graze her breast on a whisper.
Khushi moaned, unthinkingly breathing in lifting her
breasts, seeking his touch...
His fingers closing around the pliable mound, his
thumb brushing delicately across the turgid nipple.
Khushi’s eyes fluttered shut...
Her head lolled back as he moved his hand over and
around her breast.
Her breath was coming quicker now and his erection was
throbbing against the prison of his boxers.
Yet as much as he wanted her,
as much as he wanted to be deep inside her, he wanted to prolong the moment for
as long as he could, to admire, with all due reverence, this beautiful woman in
all her dazzling
glory...the woman
who he had come to love more than anyone or anything.
Arnav’s heart was pounding like a drum now.
“Do you know how much i love you?” he whispered. “When
I look at you, I ...I...”
He encircled her in his arms as he lowered her to the
bed... his mouth landed on her breasts...licking gently...desperate to consume
her...
Every fiber of him filled with her scent...
His lips tasted her fragrance, and his groin
somersaulted in one giant, sensuous leap.
Rain was now beating a steady rhythm to the passion
mounting in him...
Coarse desire mixed with tender feelings of devotion,
the likes of which he had never felt in all his life, shot through his heart...
The tumult of emotions within him drove him only
became more thunderous when he heard her say... “Is...is this what it is ...to
feel love?”
If only she knew...
If only she knew how his love for her bore down so
deeply in his conscience that it had grafted to his heart...
There was now no room for the past.
Only the future.
"Loving you is all i know now...You're my life
Khushi..."
............
In a dark corner of the hospital...there was a lone
figure...
Watching...
Waiting...
He knew Khushi had seen him...
Now he would wait...
Wait for just the right moment...
Today...he would take her...
......
For Arnav and Khushi...the world outside ceased to
exist.
The only thing that was coming between them was the
air that they both breathed...
Arnav had lowered his boxers and gently pulled Khushi's pants carefully
away from her...
His electricity filled shaft quivered at the entrance
to her body.
Arnav paused and gazed into her
eyes..."Khushi...please don't be afraid..."
“I....I’m not afraid when...when you're with me...”
Adoration for her poured through him...
He lowered his mouth and kissed her at the same time
he pushed his fullness deep inside her.
His gentle passion enchanted her.
“Khushi...” He uttered her name as a reverent sigh.
His hands gripped her hips, tilting her pelvis for the
deepest penetration.
The second he did that, a long deep moan resounded
from Khushi's throat...
Feeling Arnav inside her body, skin-to-skin,
soul-to-soul, man-to-woman, sent a massive rush of emotions through her...
She inhaled his masculine scent and filled her lungs
with it.
Her hand moved apprehensively across his chest and
started trembling as his bare flesh shuddered beneath the feathery touch of her
finger tips.
“I love you Khushi...” he whispered hoarsely...
A heady sense of triumph surged through him when a
low, needy moan vibrated in Khushi’s chest...
Arnav's heart ached…
This precious woman , who he loved more than anything,
had been deprived of devotion and affection for far too long.
He made love to her so thoroughly that he became aware
of every single part of her body, aware of every sensitive, sensual part of her
skin...
She was intoxicating...
The sounds he was able to coax from her...
Sighs, Cries and throaty moans that excited him and
made his pulse thunderously speed up....
Khushi arched her back as he lifted her hips, driving himself even
deeper and shattering what little was left of his self restraint.
Arnav rocked back and forth inside her...
Gently yet firmly thrusting within the loins of the
woman he loved.
The friction of him sliding in and out of her body was
dragging back and forth across her G-spot, causing her to shake...
From the second he thought he lost her, Arnav's whole
demeanour had changed...
He was more powerful in showing his love...
More demanding of her complete response and her utter
surrender...
More Determined to satisfy and protect her fully...
His whole being was conveying to her that things had
changed, she was now his possession, his responsibility...that she now need not
fear anyone or anything...
Arnav began to continuously thrust deeply inside her…
He could feel her body humming like a live wire…
His slick long heat filled her over and over until the
heavy coiling in her abdomen was so taut she thought she would explode.
This… this was the passion she deserved...the passion
he wanted to give her... the passion he had longed to set free in himself...
Khushi writhed beneath him, welcoming the unending
penetrations even as her feverish body ached to be released from this exquisite
torture.
Her heart slammed into her ribs as his mouth descended
on hers.
It was Arnav’s searing kiss that finally sent her
tumbling over the edge.
One devastating, bone melting kiss, and the muscles in
her abdomen clenched then spasmed, the waves of pleasure thundering through her
like an avalanche.
Khushi's cries were short and sharp against Arnav's
lips...
He was in awe of her innocence...she was so intensely
unaware of her own sensuality and the power she possessed to drive him wild....
Her face was flushed...her eyes closed tight...
He kept his open mouth on hers and revelled in every
moan that echoed from her lips...
Finally as her orgasm started to subside, she breathed
his name and he felt her give her heart over to him...
"Khushi...” he ground out with a violent
shudder.
Arnav buried his face in her neck, his breath
billowing in and out as the tremors continued to slice through of every muscle
in his body.
His mind wasn’t faring much better, and it was quite
some time before the fog began to lift and he was able to pull his disjointed
thoughts together.
Arnav pressed his lips to her neck and kissed his way
back to her mouth, possessing it with all the love and tenderness in his heart.
This woman, the one who had gone wild in his arms and
taken his emotions to heights he’d never known before, she was the one he
wanted to spend the rest of his life with.
Until that moment, Arnav thought he couldn’t have been
more in love with his wife, but the depths of his feelings now went beyond
that, beyond anything he could ever have imagined.
As she fell asleep in his arms, he vowed to keep her
safe...
.....
Khushi slept through the next Doctor visit...
"She's doing absolutely fine...She can actually
go home tomorrow..."
Arnav's eyes lit up..."really? What...are
you...thankyou!"
"You're welcome...here is some pain medicine for
when she wakes...how are her nightmares coming?"
"she said she saw the man who attacked her
outside the door here..."
"That can be normal...from the trauma of an
attack...are you sure you don't want a break and we can get a nurse to
sit with her..."
"no way...i'm staying..." and Arnav took the
medicine and nodded goodbye to the doctor...
.....
Arnav's thoughts raced..."tomorrow...i can take
her home...where it's safe...i may never let her leave my sight again..."
"A..Ar..Arnavji..."
Her voice immediately grabbed his attention...
Sitting down gently beside her he saw she was still
asleep...
He began to caress her face...her hair...her arms...
Her external bruises were fading...and hearing her
call his name, without fear, in her sleep, made him hopeful that her internal
bruises were healing as well...
When she opened her eyes, she blinked slowly upon
seeing him...
"You…you're still here?" Her voice came out
as a whisper...
Arnav bent down and kissed her on her
forehead..."Where was I to go? Every step away from you slows my
breathing...I NEED to be near you..."
Khushi smiled mildly...
He traced her lips with his fingers...
Sighing he said..."come, sit up...take
these..."
Khushi swallowed her medicine and gazed back at her
husband..."You...you have stayed this whole time..."
Arnav just nodded...
Her eyes caught a shadow that passed by the
door...her flooded with fear...
Quickly Sliding forwards, Arnav held her face in his
hands..."Khushi...? Talk to me sweetheart..."
Khushi's voice splintered as she sobbed out her
words..."he...he's here...Shyam...he was ...he was outside that
door...he...he WAS..."
Arnav held her tightly against
him..."Shhh...."
She pushed back and started at him in
mortification..."You don't believe me...do you?"
"Khushi just breathe and..."
"NO!" Her eyes were flashing in
anger..."I know what i saw Arnavji!"
Arnav tried to settle her but the second her eyes hit
the door again, she saw him...
His face.
Smirking at her.
"There!!!!!" Khushi screamed and pointed...
Arnav turned, but Shyam was gone...
..............
Arnav turned back to Khushi...
Terror filled her eyes…
Her whole body was shaking...
"I saw him...Ar...Arnavji...I did...please
believe me..." tears dripped from her eyes...
He stood up and pulled the large screen
across...hiding them from any eyes that looked into their room...
As he sat back down on the bed besides her , she
placed her shaky hands on his shoulders...
"I did see him...I know I did!!!!"
"Khushi..."
She stilled hearing how gently he said her name...
"I...I saw him..." her voice now barely
audible...
"sweetheart...Do YOU trust ME?" he asked
pulling her closer...
Her gaze clung to his...
Something different was in his eyes...they held a
quiet power that she'd never seen before...
Khushi opened her mouth to speak but Arnav lifted his
fingers to her lips...
A tiny sound came from her mouth and Arnav lifted his
brows and shook his head...
"we're safe...we're together...trust
me...please..."
Khushi finally nodded...
Arnav leaned over to the table near the bed and
brought over a drink of water for her...
Along with some medicine..."the doctor left this
for you..."
Khushi quietly took the medicine as Arnav fed her the
water...
Once she finished he dropped the cup to the floor...
Arnav moved in fast...he slid instantly over to her
and brought his mouth intimately close to hers...
She braced herself for a hard kiss...
What she felt though, was his breath on her lips as he
pulled their bodies tightly together...
"I am here with you..."
All fear left her...and she closed the distance
between their lips...
.......
The darkened corridors of the hospital held one eerie
sound...
Breathing...
A freakish whisper resounded through the air...
"Home today? I don't think so Arnav...I may not
be able to get through that locked door, but you have to unlock it to leave...I
may not be able to see past that screen you put up, but i know what you've been
doing to MY woman...I won't spare either of you...home today? ? ?...." an
evil smile etched over his face...
......
Arnav and Khushi leisurely kissed...their tongues
tangled...their breath mingled...and amidst the quiet passion he lay her back
onto the bed...
Her hands were clinging tightly to his shirt...her
lips were firm and her brow furrowed...
Arnav's hands circled her hips as he gently coaxed her
lips to soften, to respond to his sweet heat.
Khushi slowly yielded to him.
Their breath mingled while warm, tender flesh brushed
across warm, tender flesh.
He canted her head and her mouth opened fully for his
kiss.
Her heart thudded madly as he swamped her senses with
the delicious, erotic ways he used his tongue.
He explored patiently, all the while, his hands moved
over her body.
Her blood pulsed.
The scent of aroused male surrounded her; heat from
his remarkably firm body burned her from the inside out.
Her dizzy moan of pleasure turned into a surprised
gasp when he broke the kiss and looked into her eyes...
He saw Khushi's eyes wild with desire...he saw her
pupils dilating ...
"Ar..Arnavji..."
"I love you...you're safe with me..."
Arnav captured her mouth in a wet kiss that sucked all
lucid thoughts from her head.
He touched her, floating his hands up her stomach,
caressing her ribcage, cupping her breasts softly with his wide palms.
The ripples of pleasure were making a mockery of
anything she’d felt before.
She melted into him while his mouth continued to
destroy her.
Dizzy and aching, he pushed his pelvis forward,
wishing all barriers between them were gone and they were skin to skin. Man to
woman.
But right now it was not about making love... it was
about making her feel love...
It was about protecting her...
As the kiss slowed he saw that the different tablets
were starting to take effect...
"Arn...Arnavji..." her voice went
groggy..."wh...what is...happening...
Arnav hated to do this to her...but he had to protect
her at any cost...
He whispered against her lips..."Don't
worry...please trust me...Sleep sweetheart...I love you, so much…"
And with that ...Khushi fell asleep...
Arnav stood up slowly...making sure she was
comfortable...
He turned towards the hospital door...
His eyes burning with fury, hatred, and rage...
Immense amounts of anger ripped through him...
Pure hatred spliced within his booming heart...
Because for the last 24 hours...Arnav knew.
For 24 horrendous hours he knew that Shyam WAS outside
the room...lurking...
He never doubted Khushi...
His emotions tugged at him...her fear...her
tears...every sob, every cry would pain him...
When the doctor had visited him last, Khushi had been
asleep...
He had told him of the breach of security and asked
immediately for all surveillance footage to be sent to his laptop...
There he had seen it.
Shyam had been lurking the entire time.
From the moment they arrived at the hospital...
He had seen her die...
He had seen her come back to life...
He had heard Arnav ask for a secure room...
Shyam had infiltrated the private floor of the
hospital before they even went up there...
Arnav knew they were safe and secure in the room...
He also knew that the guards were stopping anyone but
Khushi's doctor coming up, so Shyam wouldn't be able to escape...
*flashback*
Arnav's eyes turned red with rage...he tried to
maintain his self control when he spoke..."Doctor... I want the
surveillance in the hallways doubled..."
"Ofcourse Mr. Raizada, but there has been no one
else come up other than me..."
"Are all the rooms empty on this floor? I mean,
is there ANY medical equipment up here at all? Supply cupboards?"
"No sir...the entire floor has been
cleared..."
"okay...and one more thing..."
Arnav paused...he hated to this to her...
Her trust in him was severely important...but...
Her life...
Her life held more importance to him than anything
else...
He didn't want her subjected to any more mental
torture...
Reluctantly he spoke..."Doctor...Khushi has still
been having many disturbed nights...Is there a medicine I could give Khushi to
take that would make her sleep...I am worried about her panic attacks..."
"Certainly..."
The doctor gave 3 small sedatives to Arnav...
"just give her these with some water and within
10 or so minutes she will not be able to stay awake...at least she'll have some
proper rest..."
Arnav nodded...His heart hurting that he had to
deceive Khushi...
*end of flashback*
Arnav stood facing the door.
He had to lure him out...
Arnav quickly pulled all the screens around Khushi...
Blocking her sleeping state from what was about to
happen...
"Your sick obsession with MY wife ends
today..."
Arnav felt his heart harden...
He strapping body stiffened...
Prepared to strike...
Prepared to defend...
A horrific smile stretched across his face...
His voice was low and terrifying..."You ready
come out and Play Shyam...?"
Arnav keyed in the security code to unlock the door...
He swung the door open and stepped back...
Arnav stood directly in front of Khushi blocking her
from any harm...
Since there was no medical equipment on their level,
he knew Shyam had no weapons...
But it didn't matter if he did, because 'Arnav' had
fled from his body...taken over by a cunning beast ready to fight to the death
to protect what belonged to him...
......
Arnav waited…
5 minutes...
10 minutes...
20 minutes...
Finally...
Arnav heard someone approach...
And not a second later...he saw Shyam appear before
him...
Leaning against the doorway, stood the man who caused
it all...
"saale Saab..." he said smiling...his voice
quiet and eerie...
Arnav stayed motionless...
Arms crossed...
Staring murderously at his target...
"Nothing to say Arnav...? Knowing that I've been
here from the start?"
Shyam now stood straight...
Arnav still didn't move.
"Knowing that I almost succeeded...I heard her
heart stop too you know..."
Undefinable amounts of pain jabbed at Arnav's heart
but still, he didn't move...
"I'm sure you were told of what i did to
her...just letting you know that her breasts...feel...divine...too bad that she
woke up when she did...because i would have loved to have taken it further...i
finally held her in my arms...had my hands on her..."
Arnav's jaw started to clench…
His fists turning white from the pressure…
"I had my hands all over her...squeezing those
tiny nipples till they bled slightly..."
Arnav flinched, barely holding back the beast inside
him…
Shyam's sordid words were fueling the
volcano of rage that was boiling inside Arnav…
"She started waking just when i was parting her
legs..." Shyam paused...staring in disbelief...."Not even a word of
fury? From the great Arnav Singh Raizada...? I could have claimed YOUR wife as
my own had she not regained consciousness..."
Arnav didn't move.
Shyam began to laugh..."Oh you're making this too
easy Saale Saab!..." Shyam took a step forward...
Arnav's heart picked up speed…
His reflexes alert and prepared…
"Is that my Khushi laying behind those screens?
Can she hear me? Does she know that i'm finally here to end this for her?"
Shyam stepped in further...
Arnav's brutality was roaring to break free...his mind
kept repeating one thing..."just walk in and shut the door..."
Shyam was getting disturbed by Arnav's silence...so he
stepped in further..."Well Arnav, since you seem to be in a trance...i
shall go and take what's mine..."
Shyam strode in, slamming the door behind him...
A deafening siren began to blare outside the room...
Several loud clicks resounded...
A stunned Shyam spun around to see that he was locked
inside the room...with a man who was long past his point of control...
Shyam turned back to face Arnav..
Arms no longer crossed...stance no longer stiff and
rigid...Arnav boiled forth with Fury...Rage...
A Savage voice growled from Arnav's
throat......"Time...to...play... There are no cameras in here..."
Shyam was starting to realize his
predicament..."I only need a few seconds to end you...then end
her..." and with that he walked towards Khushi...
There was no holding back now...Arnav was overtaken
with wrath...
Stepping in front of Shyam, Arnav pushed him
forcefully backwards knocking him to the ground..."You will NEVER get
close to her again...EVER...you'll have to get past me first...and that is
never going to fucking happen!!!"
Shyam grunted feeling the sting of the fall splice
through him...
Arnav had one hand behind his back as Shyam lurched
towards him...
"I will NOT spare you for what you've done!!!!!
You think I'll just LET you walk past me and touch my wife...? After what you
put her through?"
Shyam approached...his sick smile only pushing Arnav's
anger further..."oh there's no way you will stop me...I'll fight you...She
WILL be mine..."
Arnav's voice gone...a barbaric creature's snarl burst
forth..."NO BLOODY WAY IN HELL!"
Unrestrained rage surged forth…
Arnav lifted something heavy from behind him and
furiously struck Shyam…
Shyam flew backwards so hard that he hit the
wall...then tumbled to the floor shaking violently...
Arnav had electrocuted him with a defibrillator...
He paced towards Shyam...standing powerfully beside
him...
Shyam was groaning...jolts of pain slicing his
insides...
"DID IT HURT?!" Arnav roared as he yanked
him to his feet...Shyam was still twitching from the effect of the voltage...
"DID IT HURT ENOUGH FOR YOU TO REALIZE!?"
Arnav clamped the electrodes on Shyam once more and
shot him though the heart...
Seeing his wife's molester now laying on the ground
before him made Arnav erupt once again...
Fists flew through the air as they began to fight...
The upper hand was with Arnav...
He jerked Shyam's body around.
One arm wrapped around his neck
another against the side of his head.
A single move, and it would
all be over. ….Shyam would finally be gone.
Arnav's ferocious scream pierced the
air... he couldn’t do it.
Furious with himself, he applied
just the right amount of pressure for unconsciousness.
When Shyam went limp, he let him
drop to the ground...
Hell Exploded inside Arnav yet again...
He lifted his foot, and stomped it down hard, the
brunt of the force landing in Shyam's gut..."You will NEVER, EVER go
near her again...DO YOU UNDERSTAND!??!"
Savage brutality now commanded his entire being...
He punched and hit Shyam's unconscious body
until the police entered the room...
"STOP SIR!!! ENOUGH!!!"
Arnav's eyes were wide...the animal inside him had
gone wild...
Arnav staggered backwards breathing the
words..."never again..."
"Mr. Raizada, we saw the footage of him entering
this room...we have the facts from the hospital staff...now we just need a
statement from you now..."
Arnav was hardly aware of anything...
The fear and desperation of the last few days had been
the most traumatic of his life...
Ignoring the police, he dashed past the screens to
Khushi's side...
His shaking fingers lightly caressed her sleeping
face..."Kh...Khushhhii...It's over sweetheart...he won't hurt you
again...EVER...ever..."
The policemen left Arnav alone for a moment as
emergency crews burst into the room taking Shyam's body out on a stretcher...
……….
The next few hours went by in a blur...
Arnav sat beside Khushi holding her hand...
He heard bits and pieces of conversations...
Constant questions...
Shyam being in a critical condition...
More questions...
Arnav's voice was robotic... He heard his voice
answering ...but his heart was concentrating on Khushi...
When the final person left the room, Arnav wearily got
up to shut and lock the door...
Stricken with emotion Arnav slumped against the
door...
Holding his head in his hands, his heart's agony spilt
free...
His back slid down and he fell to the ground...
His guttural moans bled forth as he wept for all the
pain he felt... for all the pain she felt...
Soft cries halted his thoughts...ripping his mind away
from the killing grief that was engulfing him...
Khushi's sleepy voice called out to
him..."Arn...Arnavji..."
Arnav heard Khushi's voice and
speedily approach her...
"Arnavji...?
Sitting beside her, he took her hand
in his...caressing it softly...
He looked completely spent...his
eyes were red, his body still shaking from the impact of his emotions...
"A...Arnavji?..."
She looked up into his grim face...
He was trying desperately to gather
together all the things he wanted to say…
All the apologies he needed to make…
All the feelings surging inside him
that he wanted to express....but he couldn’t control the tears that flooded his
eyes, rolling down his face.
"Khushi...I..." sobs tore
through him.
Emotions he’d held in check swamped
his soul.
He now came face to face with the
fact that he almost lost her...
Arnav pressed soft kisses on her
hand. “Everything’s fine... He won't ever hurt you again... ”
Tears formed in her eyes...
"No...no no...Shhhhhh" he
lifted her and held her close as she cried...
Her doelike eyes glistened as she
looked up at him, and her rosy lips beckoned with a need he hadn't the strength
to fight.
Arnav lowered his mouth to hers and
took his fill of her sweetness.
The kiss was incredibly soft and
nurturing ...their tongues entwined rhythmically around each others... hearts
united as one...
Arnav continued to kiss her softly,
tentatively...tracing the soft contours of her mouth…
He felt her start to tremble and,
for a moment, feared her response…
"Khushi..." he
whispered...her lips were a warm breath from his...
"w...what....what
happened...?" her soft inquiring eyes met his...
"It's over...The police caught
Shyam...He WILL NOT come near you again..."
She let out a short gasps of pain
and relief..."he...he won't try to hurt you?"
Arnav cried internally at her
concern for him instead of herself...he gently shook his head..."He won't
come near me, and more importantly, he won't come near you..."
Holding her closer, he
continued..."sweetheart...the doctor said I can take you home
soon..."
She froze...alarm began to splutter
through her…
"Home?" she
thought..."the place where he yells, where he abuses, where he hates
me...if i leave here...he won't love me anymore..."
Feeling scared about the upcoming
change she blurted out..."I don't want to go anywhere with you..."
Stunned to silence, Arnav disengaged
her arms from him and moved back carefully to look at her...
"Wh...what did you say?"
She stared up at him, all the old
doubts rushing back to coil their clammy tendrils about her heart...
She held her chest as her heart
began to ache...
Seeing her sudden onset of fear and
uncertaintly, he held her face gently and lifted her eyes to his...
"Khushi? ...talk to me..."
he said as terror started to build within him...
"You ... You won't..."
nerves stopped her from voicing her anxiety...
"I won't what
sweetheart..." his face was revealing his immense concern ...
"If I...If I go back to
your...your house...you won't... love me anymore..."
It hit him...
He realized her fear...
Her memories...
His yelling...
His threatening...
His anger...
His fury...
His hatred...
There was not a doubt in his mind of
his ardent love for her....
"You...you think I
won't...Khushi...I...I..." ...Promptly climbing on top of her, he
straddled her hips as she fell back onto the bed...
His breath rasped hard and heavy
now...
“Khushi..."
She turned her eyes away...
"Khushi...” he breathed on a
sigh. . . “Look in my eyes..."
Nervously she gazed up...
"Calm your fears sweetheart...
I’m not fool enough to think I could ever deny my feelings for you again...MY
heart would stop beating if I didn't have you..."
Overcome with desire for her....his
mouth slanted over hers with demanding mastery.
For a moment, she remained
unresponsive, frozen in his arms...
But as his hands moved firmly and
lovingly over her skin...she began to melt...
With a shudder, her lips began to
move against his.
As he deepened the kiss, she
relaxed and wrapped her previously rigid arms warmly around his neck...
Arnav's mouth simply…overtook
hers...
The kiss knocked her sideways, even
as he pressed his body into her...
When he broke free from her mouth,
Khushi gasped for breath...
He whispered, “You undo me. You have
from the second you I saw you.”
He brutally took her mouth for
another hard kiss...
"there is no way I could ever
stop loving you..."
As she was going to respond, Arnav
swooped in and fiercely kissed her again...
"there is no way I could EVER
give you up...or stop protecting or wanting or needing you..."
"Arnavji I..."
Holding her shoulders, he lifted her
upper body a few inches up from the bed...
Khushi's head fell back bearing her
neck...and her hands came up to cling tightly on Arnav sinewed arms...
He leaned in and began to boorishly
suck, lick and kiss her neck ...
Every sound he made vibrated along
her skin making her pulse with pleasure...
He kissed a path up to her ear and
held her tightly against his
chest..."YOU....ARE...MY...ONE...AND...ONLY...LOVE..."
Releasing her, her back hit the bed
and she exhaled in shock...
Her eyes flew open...
Her lips parted in surprise...
Instantly, his mouth opened, and he
kissed her with a firm, suctioning pressure...moving to change angles every few
seconds without once breaking contact with her. ..
The ache inside her heart
vanished...to be replaced by a throbbing ache between her legs...
Determined to convince her, he
kissed her with all of the pent up passion he'd been holding in his heart for
her....
With steady fingers, he slid his
hands down the length of her body...
He took his time, lighty showering
her with kisses along her salty tear-stained cheeks...
His strong hand closed over her
breast.
Soft moans escaped her throat.
She let the pleasure take her...
She was his...
She was safe...
His attention to her safety had
brought her back to life...
His attention to her emotions had
begun healing her heart...
And his attention to hers needs
brought their bodies together as one...
Just when she thought she wouldn't
be able to handle any more, he brought himself up over her and slowly pushed
inside her.
She trembled with the intense
pleasure of being filled.
His low groan of pleasure heated her
blood as she moved with him.
He gripped her hips as his mouth
found hers and he drove herself deeper and deeper. ..
She cried out again and again …
It didn’t
take long before the fire between her legs surged around his phallus…
Screaning
his name over and over, the walls of her
most intimate of places quivered in release as she tumbled over the edge.
Colors exploded behind her closed
lids as she felt Arnav hold her closer...
As Khushi's pulses exploded around
him, Arnav felt his whole body tense up…
He saw pain momentarily flash across her face….
Holding her still, her body clenched down on him tight…
It was impossible to hold onto his control when deep inside his
wife, but he waited….
"Khushi…?"
Her eyes opened slowly and he saw her emotions slowly cracking…
"Talk to me…"
Her quivering lips parted…"I…I have loved you for so
long…but…"
Shaking his head, he rushed to stop her, "No…not but…I love
you…and I'm sorry…I'm sorry Khushi…"
He brushed aside his concerns and began to thrust up into her once
more, stroking long and slow, watching her face as he moved against her.
Bracing his hands beside her head for better leverage, he thrust
harder, using shorter strokes.
"You are so beautiful...I…I love you…" A sigh escaped him,
guilt burrowing deep in his gut. "I'm sorry."
Biting her lip, tears filling her eyes, she panted as ecstasy and
grief welled up inside...
Wrapping his arms around her, he held her close, rocking into her
more slowly, filling her completely before sliding back out to rock back in
again.
Her skin was warm, breath ghosting over his.
A bead of sweat slipped down her temple racing a tear as she sucked
in a shuddering breath.
"It's my fault." Her eyes closed, as if she couldn't bear
to look at him any longer, and he felt daggers of pain slice his hear.
Trying desperately to remain calm, he tenderly held her cheeks,
brushing his thumbs over her tear tracks.
"No Khushi…NO. No you are NOT to blame…" he bit out,
rocking faster, feeling the rich friction of her squeezing muscles clenching
around him, holding him inside her.
She was barely moving anymore.
"It's not your fault, Khushi…Don't you EVER say that
again…"
Pressing a hard kiss to her lips, he whispered, "I love
you…"
Sighing heavily, she breathed out and seemed to let go...
Her eyes opened and focused on his, brown to brown, body beginning
to move again…
She panted, straining to move, but Arnav wouldn't allow it…
Another orgasm was building up fast inside her, and he could see the
emotions returning…"My fault, my fault," she whispered over and over
again, "God, it's all my fault."
Unable to stand the pain and hurt in her voice, to see it in her
face, he pushed an arm beneath her lower back and pulled, arching her body…
With is other hand, he gripped the back of her head and held her
tight, keeping their eyes locked…
Dropping his body weight onto her, he began to impale her deeply,
wanting to replace the guilt with pleasure.
"It is NOT your fault Khushi! I KNOW who's fault it is! And I
will not allow you to think this anymore!!! Enough!!!"
She started to clench on him, her body jerking as he held her down…
Tight around me… so tight.
"I…I..I'm…I feel it…I…"
Arnav lost it, plunging into her recklessly, wildly, hips
bucking into hers, burying his face in her hair, letting himself
fall with her…
With a broken scream, Khushi's
climax ripped through her and tore her apart, leaving her limp and shuddering.
She would have wept with the glory
of it, but Arnav pressed their trembling bodies together even tighter...
With a howl of ecstasy, he continued
to hold his climax back …
Pleasure shot through him, straight to his erection, surrounded by
her silky warmth, still fluttering constantly around him.
"Stay with me…" he begged, shoving harder into her,
grunting as he restrained, "I love you…I want you…more than
anyone…anything…"
She heard him, even though her blood was pumping loud, even though
her breathing was harsh, even though every nerve inside her was humming with
electricity…
Her trembling hands lifted to his face…
There wasn't a word on her lips, but there was forgiveness in her
kiss.
The moment her mouth touched his, his body tautened.
Her hands held his face gently as he drove deeper into her, burying
himself in her forgiveness, seed spurting into her, guilt pouring free.
His roar as he came filled Khushi
with hope…
Hot, sharp shooting semen struck
inside her igniting her aftershock…
His hands sought hers and fingers
intertwined as he found her mouth again.
“...Come back to OUR home with
me...please Khushi…” he whispered against her lips...
Her heart screamed her answer....
Lifting her eyes to him, she
nodded...
Arnav felt as if his heart would
combust... "Khushi...I...I promise you. Things WILL BE different! I
promise! Please trust me...I love you..."
She could do nothing but hold on to
him, her only anchor in the storm...
Arnav's emotions swirled his
thoughts as he felt her cling to him...
"She's so tiny...fairy
like...but yet...so strong...how? After all that I put her through...?"
He circled his arms tighter around
her...
He had a grotesque slap into reality
when he couldn't find her...
The memory of her shivering, pale
body in the boat made his world become a chaotic blur...
Then when her heart stopped, His
whole reason for living vanished...
Her fear made the reality of the
situation slam into him...
Her surrender to him...this...THIS
was what cemented his already unending love for her...
That through her fear, through her
pain, through her hurt...she gave of herself...fully becoming his...
"You have nothing to fear
anymore…Just sleep now Khushi…"
He was worried that he had pushed
her too far, but as she lay beneath him, the pleasure on her face was something
he was never going to be sorry for…
"You are so beautiful…shhh, let
your body pulse…I'm holding you…"
Kissing her damp forehead, he held
her close until she fell asleep in his arms…
His wife.
His Khushi.
She had brought HIS heart back to
life…
A heart that once was frozen…
.............................
EPILOGUE...
"Arnavji please?” Khushi
whined softly
Khushi hated to whine, but she’d do
what she had to.
Arnav had just helped her out of the
shower, helped her redress, and now she
sat on the bed, dressed in light pink, playing with her wet hair...
“No."
Khushi lifted her face to her
handsome husband..."Oh come on...Please...."
He almost gave in seeing her
gorgeous glistening hair and big beautiful eyes...
He propped his hands on his hips and
stood by the edge of the bed staring down at her...his voice came out steady,
with a quiet power...“What part of 'no' didn’t you understand?”
Khushi rolled her eyes, and smacked
her hands firmly down on the bed... “I am fine.”
“You just got home two days ago, on
the agreement you’d stay in bed.” He leaned down until his face was right
in hers. “And in bed you’ll stay.”
She changed tactics...pressing her
nose to his, she whispered..."and what did you do to MAKE me agree to stay
in bed!?”
Memories of the teasing sexual
escapade in the hospital shower flashed in his head…
But he wasn't going to give in…
"I remember...and the answer is
still no..."
Angrily, She reached up to grab his
shirt and pull him to her, but he fisted his hand over hers and simply stared.
That tactic didn’t work either.
"Please...” She stared deep
into her eyes...
He only held her stare, didn’t budge
an inch. “No.”
Khushi frowned..."Fine...”
Pleased to hear her response, he
moved in ready to kiss her when her voice made him jump..."WAIT!!!!
Couldn't I sit on the couch downstairs!? At least I'd be around
everyone...." she blinked slowly, making Arnav's heart jump at her cuteness..."please
Arnavji...."
His eyes slid closed, and his sigh
wafted against her lips.
“Please?” she whispered
again... “I won’t even walk if that worries you.”
She felt edgy and tense not doing
anything...and needed out of this damn bed...
"Khushi, the doctors told you
not to push it, to take it easy…and I'm going to make sure you do! With the
amount of shock to your system-"
"I'm healing extremely well…and
you are looking after me so caringly…"
"CARINGLY?! I love you so
fucking much and I WILL do whatever it takes to keep you safe and well…"
“Arnavji, I promise to relax...It's
just a couch...I'll be reclining there...and the added benefit is, I won’t
complain there,” she tried again, lifting her hand to his cheek letting her
palm rest there....
His eyes opened and one brow arched.
Arnav had been hovering over her
ever since she came home, rarely leaving her side, and watched her
constantly.
She liked him being there, knowing
he was there, but his hawk gaze missed little.
“Come on, please? You can carry
me. I know it makes you feel manly. Besides, I’ll rest later.
I’m hungry and I hate to eat in bed,” she smiled...
His loud sigh told her that he'd
given in...but it also told her how frustrated he was.
“Khushi...I swear if I see you doing
ANYTHING but resting ...” he said, gently lifting her against him...
Khushi wrapped her arms around his
neck and settled her head on his shoulder.
His aftershave, strong this morning,
filled her senses.
She could practically taste the
spicy scent, leaning up a bit, she kissed his neck...
“Khushi...don't push me, it's time
for you to REST.” he said with a warning…
A muscle in his jaw started to
tick...
Once downstairs, the sounds of
breakfast drifted from the kitchen, voices floating on the air.
The entire family was in
there...
Arnav tried to avoid their gazes...
As soon as Arnav had brought her
home, Anjali, Payal and Nani had taken over...
The amount of crying, chatting, and
hugging that went on almost made him jealous, but after seeing how happy they
all made her, he reigned in his feelings and just watched Khushi's beautiful
smile...
Arnav set her down on the couch with
extreme care....
Khushi inwardly sighed...
"Honestly, Arnavji, you act as
if I’ll break if you move too quickly.”
He didn’t comment, but she saw the
edge of his mouth tighten...
Once she was comfortable, Arnav
knelt down on his haunches beside her...
He wanted to scold her as badly as
he wanted to kiss her...“You drive me crazy Khushi...and right now I want to do
nothing more than fill your body with mine, but I NEED to make sure you
recover…”
He smoothed a finger down her cheek
as they silently spoke with their eyes…"I love you Arnavji…"
Just as he was about to respond, he
was interrupted by a loud yell.
"Khushi! You're up! And you're
down here!?" Payal rushed over
Standing abruptly, he tried to
speak…“She said she was hungry...."
Arnav could hardly get a sentence
out…
"DI! Khushi is down here!"
Anjali rushed in, "Khushiji! Oh
I'm so pleased Chote brought you down..."
Arnav tried to speak again..."I
brought her down on the proviso that she doesn't..."
"Now Khushiji...please don't
strain yourself...If you need anything you MUST call one of us..."
“I still think you should be in
bed.” Arnav said, but his statement went unheard...
Feeling annoyed, he raised his
voice...."FOOD! NOW!"
Khushi would have jumped off the
couch and gotten it herself, but figured he’d fall over with panic...
Anjali shook her head, "Chote,
you've had Khushiji to yourself for weeks...Try to understand that we are only
trying to..."
"I understand
Di...I...I'm..."
Payal walked over to
him..."Everyone's emotions are high right now...no one need
apologize..."
Khushi finally spoke
up..."ENOUGH! I get it! Everyone here loves me!...and everyone is
sorry!....now can we please try to get life back to normal!?"
All eyes widened...
All voices stopped...
Arnav smirked slightly saying,
"And She's back..."
Her eyes lifted to his, and heat and
love spread spread like wildfire through his thawed heart…
oh khusi is arnavs.............
ReplyDeletevery hot and emotional one..........
nareshsv.....
never realized that a relationship could be this beautiful...lover the whole scene...
ReplyDeleteoh my god it was jus sooo emotional...one of da most intense lovemaking i hav ever read bout...
ReplyDeleteThat was just too beautiful...especially the way he describes him.
ReplyDelete"you frighten me, yet you protect me...you hate me, yet you love me...you're rough with me, yet you're the gentlest man i've ever known...please..."
This is exactly what she feels in the current track...but it has to come out in the open...
I love this part to the core...thanks darling
Shy
it's just not lovemaking,it's their promise of becoming one in every sense
ReplyDeleteso beautiful yet soo hot
friend form IF
Loved this soo much..You have made it such a beautiful thing!! Brilliantly written :)
ReplyDeleteBeautifully written. Loved it.
ReplyDeleteSavi
Arnav's love is sooooo .. cant find a word to describe it.. amazing...
ReplyDeleteLyraa
You describe the emotions so well ... Hats off .....
ReplyDeleteARSHIfan001
you have excellent ability to express the passion filled moments in words so smoothly.. oh you make love me using the words (i am sounding like creep now but well.. can't tell you how much I love reading your work).. not because it has all the love making but the way you make it look.. just amazing..
ReplyDeleteOMG that was amazing ..so well written..their love ,they becoming one ,just so perfect...
ReplyDeleteall emotion came out extremely well...
will be waiting for ur next update
DEE2803
this was so romantic and sweet awww. arnav taing it slow.so cute
ReplyDelete(zara)
xxx
hot and emotional...nice...
ReplyDeletethat was just sooo powerful...loved it
ReplyDeleteamazing
saiqa4eva
That was just lovely and sweet.
ReplyDeleteHonestly speaking, for this SS, I felt the whole "lovemaking" a bit rushed! Felt you could've dealt deeper/done more with how they actually felt, I guess showed some deeper understanding...the kind that makes their love story ...sort of "unique" (I suck big time with words). Nevertheless ... like always you potrayed their "love" so brilliantly and passionately!!
ReplyDeletesarah really u showed the pathway of love
ReplyDeletei really loved arnav for his determination and grit for khushi and her removal of pain
loved it -devishree
this is so beautifully written ... i loved it..
ReplyDeleteThat was amazing! Poor Arnav never wanted to hurt her but she was being brave as she wanted to be his. This update was hot and passionate!
ReplyDeleteheya
ReplyDeletethat was soo hot...
very well written...
thanks for the pm..:)
aakriti
I dont if love making cn written in any more scuttle way u wrote it o well build up with emotions
ReplyDeleteAwesome writer...
Glad She accepted him......and they r one....
Smileyhug7679
that was super hot. continue soon thanks
ReplyDeleteyou held my hand and carried me to the land where real emotions and feelings lives ....where true love does not need a language.. what he feels for her is beyond the words to describe ..... i love your work to the core.... it was very intense and beautifull... keep it up
ReplyDeleteI love it... especially when he licks and flicks her clit... oh god it makes me wanna cum...overall i love how their love was displayed
ReplyDeleteVery emotional and beautiful.
ReplyDelete-desisweetheart9 from IF.
very beautiful and emotional and hot and well written awesome update (DUMAS)
ReplyDeleteBeautiful. No words require except a sigh of contentment that leaves my lips. (smelling_salts from IF)
ReplyDeleteBeautifully written.
ReplyDelete(tinsel)
i loved it! arnav finally claimed her and she gave him the right!!!!
ReplyDeleteAwesome!
ReplyDeleteevery expression of pain or love it is soooo beautifully written!!
Natasha (IF)
I've read it all again
ReplyDeleteLol
I've actually lost count of the number of times I've read frozen n.breakout actually
And every time I read it...it gets better
Loved it to bitsss!!!
Amazinggg update!!!
you are not going to update... aren't you? ;(
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