FF : I Can't Let Her Go Part 36

Tears pooled in Khushi's eyes...

The other times they’d made love, he’d never spoken to her like this...

"No...No your tears aren't going to move me this time...Get it through your head that I need to keep you safe damn it!"

"You haven't changed..." her words came out bitterly

"Khushi I...I need..."

"You just want one thing...CONTROL!" 

She tried to pull away...pushing at him...

Arnav's eyes were dazed with fury and passion...

Khushi blinked up at him. “Let me go!”

"Khushi stop this … you’ll not put yourself at risk anymore...this is serious...I don't want to talk to you like this...but you don't seem to realize...”

Her eyes widened, her pride starting to blare forth it's volume... “I DO realize! I was the one that was grabbed and threatened! Now I get yelled at by YOU!? Get away from me! You AREN'T my husband!!! …”

Hearing those words made anger spiral through him...

With ruthless intent, he held her tightly...

"No!!!" She screamed as she fought him...

Their bodies now rolled and rolled till they dropped to the floor.

Khushi gasped as his weight crashed onto her...

He covered her breasts with his hands and squeezed. 

Their sensitivity ramped up her passion faster than anything.

Khushi tried to pry his fingers off her..."let me go!"

He lowered his mouth dangerously against hers, and breathed the words, “Don't you DARE say that again...I AM your husband...THAT will never change...and I WILL keep you safe at any cost...even if you have to hate me again...”

Her little whimper of anger, fear and arousal went straight to his groin, but he wouldn’t take this further...not until she understood...

His desire for her body was great, his need to keep her safe far greater.

Using fingers and thumbs, he pinched her tight nipples with an erotic pleasure/pain.

Arching into him, she groaned his name.

“You need to understand that this is serious...” His fingers released the pressure, waited half a second, and applied it again.

Another whimper of arousal and then... she breathed her reason for her ignorance..."I don't want to think about it..I...I'm so scared..."

Arnav wasted no time. . .

He heard her genuine fear....

He bent his head to her soft breasts and tore them free from her clothes...

As his tongue curled around a taut nipple, he pulled her legs up to straddle his waist.

His fingers massaged her other nipple as he gently flicked and licked her with his tongue...

He lifted his head to look at her...

"I'm sorry sweetheart..."

The words were out of his mouth before he could stop them.

“I'm sorry Arnavji… Kiss me … please.”

Whatever she asked for in that sweet husky way of hers, if it was his to give, he would give it.

Covering her mouth with his, his tongue licked at her lips.

When she opened, he plunged over and over, showing her what he wanted, needed.

Her hands pulled at his hair. “Arnavji, please. I need you..."

The tears in her voice were almost his undoing. 

Standing abruptly, he scooped her into his arms ...

Laying her gently down on the bed, he followed her...bringing their bodies together again...

Inhibitions didn’t exist anymore...

When Arnav followed her down onto the bed, he spread her legs wide...

He loomed over her and pushed his erection slowly inside her...

Gasping with pleasure, Khushi tried to hurry him along...

“Hey ...shhh.....just take it slow and easy Khushi...”

"Arnavji.... Please don’t make me wait.”

With those words, he gripped her hips, slid an arm beneath her waist, and went deep, then deeper still.

Khushi spread her legs wider, wanting him as far as he could go, her need for him unlike anything she’d ever felt before.

She tried to make him withdraw and penetrate her faster...

He'd never fully pushed his entire length completely inside her...the first time knowing she was a virgin...then knowing she was sore...but ...but that was going to change now...

Flexing the arm that was under her lower back, he pulled her down, at the same time thrusting his hips upwards so that he plunged more of himself inside her.

Again, she screamed. 

She tried  to lift herself off him.  

“Take all of me,” he gritted out just before he pulled her down again.

Aided by the slickness and warmth of her natural lubrication, he entered her fully, his entire length plunging inside her.

Sucking in breaths of air, he forced himself to go completely still, using his grip on her hips to ensure she did the same.

Her short gasps were shrill and her hold on him was tight... "Arnavji...this...this is different...i'm...."

"I'm completely and fully inside you..."

Khushi felt him fill her, stretch her, test her limits with the pure pleasure he was infusing her with.

"I...I can feel..."

The head of his phallus was now pressing against her womb...

Resolved to take him over the edge with her, she forced her body to relax, loving the way her body initially resisted the deeper invasion.

He watched her closely as her sex tried to accommodate him...

"I’ll take all of you. Everything you have to give.” her voice was shaky...

He brought his hands up to caress her face... 

She covered his hands with her own, then entwined their fingers...

They both surrendered control at the same time...

He desperately pulled her into his arms and pressed his mouth to hers.

It wasn’t enough...

Hands shaking, he slid his fingers down her neck......

He rubbed her breasts, relishing her gasps and moans.

Arnav's body was trembling as he held her. . . 

Still not moving inside her... 

Hesitantly, her hands lifted to run her fingers through his hair and made soothing noises.

It was because he was shaking, he realized.

His entire body was vibrating like a divining rod.  “Just give me a minute. I need a minute,” he gasped.  

“It’s okay. I’m here Arnavji... We have more than minute. Far more than a minute.”  

He pulled back, wanting there to be no misunderstandings...“I want you...I need you...Forever...I...I can't bear the thought of anything happening to you..."

Khushi's eyes filled up with tears, her fingers stilled in his hair...hearing his voice wracked with true concern for her moved her more than anything...

Arnav felt her juices drip down the length of his erection that was inside her...

Obviously seeing her desperation and sharing it, Arnav rose to his knees, hooked his arms under her knees, and plunged.

She screamed as he settled deep against her cervix, throbbing, pulsing. …

Explosions of lights went off inside her head.

Arnav reared back and plunged again and again.

She dimly heard his deep growl as he pulsed inside her.

He lifted her torso to him, Khushi buried her face against his neck, she held him tight, all thoughts vanished as she felt his complete fullness inside her.

She inhaled deeply, loving the scent of a sweaty, masculine Arnav and the musky fragrance of wild, untamed sex.  

Bathed with desire, he began caressing every silken curve and soft shadow of her body, building a need neither of them wanted to end.

Poised above him, her body glided against his with an earthy sensuality...

Like the rarest of all treasures, he explored her as if she were a precious, undiscovered jewel.

Every soft sigh he cherished, every groan ingrained into his memory.

One arm holding her around her waist, and one hand in her hair...

He pulled her in and covered her mouth with his...

Khushi tried to speak between breaths..."I'm sorry...I.."

"Quiet Khushi!" Arnav said as he continuously surged into her heated warmth..."I love you...now shut up!"

She felt anger, protection, love and need swell inside her heart all at once...

Dipping his head, he caught her mouth with his and kissed her as if he was starving, she was the last piece of sustenance left on earth, and someone was threatening to snatch her away at any moment.

Realization shot through him...someone WAS trying to take her away...

"he could have taken her...I could have lost her even today..." 

Frantically, he kissed her savagely...

His entire being strained to get enough of her....

"I'm here...I'm with you ..." 

He heard Khushi's voice against his lips...her words broke through his erotic attack on her body...

It took a few moments, but he began to calm.

He registered the way her tongue and lips responded without a hint of reluctance, and the way she was grinding her core against the painfully hard swell of his cock.

He also heard the way she chanted his name in a litany of need, and he was certain she didn’t even realize what she was saying...

Extinguishing all negative thoughts, he concentrated all his energy on her...

His deep penetrations...her soft gasps...

Holding her chest closer to his he thrusted deep and in short bursts...

Arnav saw her eyes fly open...

Her climax was imminent...

He slammed his mouth onto hers as she came fast and hard. 

Waves of pleasure crashed over her as her sharp cries tumbled against his mouth...

Feeling her insides powerfully clamp onto him, his release exploded...

His thrusts, hard and deep, immediately stilled as their bodies shook with intensity...

They clung to each other until peace settled around them.

Pressing small kisses all over her face, his lips tasted and absorbed heaven as emotional tears fell from her eyes.

Her body shuddering and quivering against his, he rolled off her, pulled from her hot sheath, and cradled her in his arms.

Khushi was exhausted...he stroked her hair as she lay against him...until he heard her steady breathing...

He pulled back to look down at her....she had fallen asleep...

Arnav stared amazed at this petite, angelic-looking creature that was filled with so much fire and spirit.

Khushi moaned slightly moving, giving Arnav an unobstructed view of her delicate, beautiful body. . .

She turned him on like a raging wildfire...

As he gazed down at her thinking..."Crazy...beautiful..."

His admiration for her was beyond measure.

..............

A phone's ringing rang throughout the small office...

"Hello?...You failed. So you can now suffer in jail..." laughter spilled over from the man's throat..."I'm being unfair?...I don't CARE about you...you didn't succeed in your task, so I have no more need for you..."

The call disconnected...

"Well...I now have to find some other fool who will bring her to me..."

The man dialed another number...

"Yes. I need you to take a 'fitting'...Mrs. Khushi Kumari Gupta Singh Raizada...yes...just make sure that it's all very tight...tight enough to restrict her ability to fully expand her lungs...making her breathing shallow, decreasing her oxygen intake...that's right...once she's unconscious take her and bring her to me..."

...............

Arnav slowly moved her off him onto their bed...

He stood up hesitantly and covered her body with a sheet...he stretched out his aching muscles...

"what a workout Mrs. Raizada..." he grinned at his thoughts...

He heard a firm knock on his door...

Alarm filled his eyes..."who? Oh God...Khushi's in here...Di and Nani think we're not married...their attitude would change towards her again...what do i..."

Knocking again..."Arnavji?"

His eyebrows arched in confusion..."Payal?"

Straightening his clothing, he walked to the door only opening it slightly...

"Forgive the intrusion Arnavji...but I can't find Khushi...please don't be worried...I'm sure she's not far..."

"Uh...Payal, I..." he raked his fingers through his hair...

"Arnavji...?"

Sighing...he opened the door fully..."Come in...quickly..."

Payal stepped in and saw Khushi sleeping soundly in Arnav's bed...

Her eyes grew wide and she swiftly turned ..."What is this?! Are you trying to destroy her name!?"

"No...No no no, the other night...when we were up here...before i signed the annulment papers...we consummated our marriage...making the annulment meaningless...we're still married..."

Payal eyes darted back and forth from Khushi to Arnav..."I knew something was going on! Khushi is the most cunning and sneaky..."

"no...It...It was all my doing..."

Payal smiled..."I knew you loved her...I could see it even from the beginning...but why hide it?"

"Because she didn't want  to lose her family again...to lose you, Di, Nani...I told her that i'd win the family over...but then...when Shyam..." Arnav took a deep breath..."I can't let him hurt her...I can't..."

Arnav began to tell Payal of the worker who brought the briefcase full of kidnapping materials...

"Oh my God!" 

Arnav nodded..."I only just got her back Payal...I'll lose my mind if anything happens..."

Payal lifted her hand to Arnav's arm..."It's okay...I won't tell anyone...I'll let them know Khushi is resting in her room...just look after her...and thankyou for being so alert...she really is in danger..."

As she turned to leave, Arnav spoke quietly..."thankyou..."

The bedroom door shut...

Arnav gazed out towards the pool..."Alert..."

Feeling the tycoon inside him demand to be released, he straighened..."I need to be ready for whatever that bastard is going to do next..."

His heart broke as he turned back to Khushi..."I need to be alert to protect you...I...I'm sorry sweetheart...but until Shyam is gone...I'll NEED all my senses about me...protecting you is a greater need...I HAVE to be focused on what's going on..."