SS : 6 Months Till A Kiss Part 13

There were limits as to how much pain one heart could take...

Khushi's heart had slowly been reaching that limit for the past six months...

But when she was in Arnav's arms, she knew even though he caused the pain, he was the only one who could take it away...

Khushi tried to resist him, she really did, and for all of two or three seconds she was a pillar of strength.  

But when her eyes met his, the pillar crumbled like sawdust and was swept away in a whirlwind of ravaging need...

With a cry of pure brokenness, Khushi collapsed onto his chest gripping him with all the strength she had left in her...

All those cruel months, when her senses had been deprived of anything but pain and sorrow, melted into oblivion as his arms crushed her to his strong chest ...

“Khushi...” he whispered desperately, as he caught the back of her head with his firm hand and lifted her mouth up into a passionate kiss.

Arnav’s arms wound possessively around her, his lips devoured her, sending her emotions into such a wild tailspin she could barely catch her breath.  

She loved him...she knew she did... But the pain was crippling her...

At this moment she didn’t care if he was a tyrannical beast ...

Because where she was right now, in Arnav Singh Raizada's arms, was where she belonged.

Arnav's nerves surged with fire...

The panic and elation was making his heart explode...

Arnav could feel her body trembling...

His hands pressed into her soft skin...

He knew she needed him, but also knew she had come to him with a heart full of raw fear and pain.  

She was as afraid of him as she was comforted by him...

Arnav plundered her mouth...trying to convey his remorse, his love, his need...

She moaned as he slanted his head and deepened the kiss...

Wrapping his arms more securely around her , he pulled her tighter against him.         

Khushi held onto both of his shoulders as his kisses showered her broken heart with love...

He stepped forward until she was pressed against the car once again...

His touch was hurting her, and healing her...

Arnav heard her crying against his lips...

He pulled back, but kept their lips close....

“Believe me Khushi...” he said fiercely, “I Love you...nothing is more important to me than you are.   I will do whatever it takes to make you happy. I won't rest until I have taken all your hurt away...I...I promise...”

She didn't respond...she merely held onto him...

Arnav caressed her back and kissed her gently...

He poured all his emotions into loving her...he needed to make this moment last...

Khushi's palms were damp with nervous perspiration, her pulse thumped loudly in her ears...

Her heart began to flare with pain, and she pulled him closer...

While his tongue sought out the mysteries of her mouth, he leaned his full weight against her...

Khushi sighed at the way the pressure both gratified the ache at her core and increased it...

The kiss went on... bold, relentless…reckless

His masculine hands held her so possessively...

Desperately trying to calm her sobs, he soothed her with a slow, languid kisses...

Leaning back to look at her, he began to ache... Khushi was trembling in his arms...

He kissed her softly..."I'm...I'm so sorry...please look at me..."

Khushi slowly opened her eyes and saw his penetrating gaze...

His eyes were so sincere it frightened her...

She shivered as his eyes swept over her...

Seeing her shiver, he quickly asked..."are you okay? Are you cold?"

Her voice was rasping..."when ...when you look at me...it...it feels like ...you're touching me..."

Her words ripped apart his heart and made him want to scream for all the times he'd hurt this precious soul...

She gasped when he leaned down and seized her mouth in a searing kiss.

Her heat, her taste, her scent: he wanted to drown himself in them.

He ravished her mouth... In that moment, he was a slave to his need.

His stroking hands compelled her, demanding that she recognize his  despair over what he'd done...

He grasped her cheeks in his hands and moved back to look at her...For a taut moment, their gazes met and held. 

Gradually she closed her eyes...

Arnav didn't hold back...

He kissed her until his mind went black.

It was like diving into a sea of raw need.

His fingers moved as if they had a mind of their own.

The way her lips felt...the way her skin felt...

Memories of hurting her slammed into him and Arnav groaned inwardly in disgust....

Feeling an unquenchable ache inside him, he tilted his head ready to kiss her more intently...

Her hands came up and pushed against his shoulders. She broke the kiss. “...n...nnoo...I...I...” Her eyes looked at his mouth, then up to his eyes....

Arnav fastened his hands on her waist, pulling her close, thigh against thigh, belly against belly..."Please Khushi...What can I do...whatever you want or need me to do, I'll do it...anything...I'll do anything..."...

He bent his head close to hers again and Khushi thought he would kiss her...

Already she was helpless to resist his power.

His eyes were polished stones, and the gleam within them was like a distant flame... it pierced her skin and heated her blood.

But when his mouth was close enough to drink her in, he spoke. .."I love you...I love you so much...will you please forgive me?..." he pleaded huskily.

His breath brushed her parted lips....

Her heart was pounding even harder, making her breath shudder and tightening her throat, all but robbing her of her voice.

"y..yes..." she whispered.

The muscles of his arms hardened as he pulled Khushi even closer...

"I love you...I love you Khushi...I will not hurt you again..."...His eyes were dark and intent, and he looked at her as though trying to physically imprint his words on her brain.

Fresh tears spilt from her eyes...

Arnav shook his head saying, "No...no Khushi please...No more tears..."

Without breaking their gaze, he reached for her hand. He covered it in his own and guided her hand to his heart...

"I love you..." He watched her captivated eyes...

"I...I am still hurting...I can't stop the pain...Tell me how Arnavji......" Khushi  said between sobs...

All gentleness vanished from his face...

He pushed his body hard against her and kissed her like a madman…like he was starved for her.

She clung to his shoulders when his tongue entered her mouth....

Arnav's mind raced...He thought of the thousands of ways he wanted to savor her, pleasure her, love her...

A ringing sound made Khushi flinch and pull back...

"Khushi?"

He heard his phone ringing...

Keeping his eyes on Khushi, who was now squirming and trying to move away, he scooped her up caveman style and held her in his arms...

She gasped and clung to his neck...."wh...what..."

"Everything comes second to you..." his fingers pushed into her waist and hardened his gaze..."EVERYTHING...we're going home..."